'Rest' in Pieces

I'm going to hate Term 3 and 4.

But, I've found a new way to 'motivate' myself.

"Hey July Azmi, what you're doing is good for August, Sep, Nov Azmi."

Wooots lame. Kay I need some sleep. Hmm.

10pm. Approx 5.277 hours of sleep.

Ideal Gas Doesn't Exist

My Chemistry Tutor went through the exams script today, and she

mentioned that ideal gases cannot be produced in real life.

It's just imaginary.

It doesn't have physical existence.

"It's an ideal gas. Like an ideal girl, for the guys. You guys always want to have this, that, this, that, this, that, in a girl. But they don't exist."

I think she should have added on by saying, "they don't exist IN your life". ;]

I really hope I can meet someone like her, one day.. [selfish wish =.=]

Or maybe just meet her at the fan-greeting session. Haha.

Confession 1.0 - I spent my whole holidays watching videos on YouTube about her / her group. Reality TV, Variety TV, Dramas.

Confession 1.1 - I've blinked approximately 130'000 times when I was watching the vids. Oooh maths..

Confession 2.0 - Sacrificed time.. Okay fine, got distracted by them, and didn't really bother about studies, until the very last minute. Very. Last. =/

Confession 2.1 - NEARLY cried after doing 4 Papers. Coz I really thought I couldn't pass overall.

Confession 2.2 - Surprisingly, I passed, and did better than expected. Thankful for that.

*that - videos.

Sry, typical boring post. Cheers, people.

Guilty Pleasure

Ahh. The guilty pleasure.
THE GUILTY PLEASURE.
I haven't really touch maths and chem. [GP just look at structures right?]

Haha, well, tmrw's GP.

And this song suits the current mood!

I'm feeling guilty, but heck it, I kinda like the feeling.

I remember blasting this song when Damien, Quinn. Bing Yu and I were

spamming Halo online and laughing on Skype during sec 3 mid years.

I guess the only thing that's driving me to 'do well' is the removal of my exco position if I don't pass this JCT [2 H2 passes to pass overall].

Bad feeling. What if I'm no longer in an exco? Haha, well.

Well.. Too bad. =/

So shut up, coz we won't stop.

We're gettin' down till the sun's comin' up.

Weird Motivation

Finally, got the WILL to study..

For the past few days,

I've been experiencing joy and grief, simultaneously. [not so much of the grief part]

Hmm.. I wonder why..

x)

"Sigh". Really. Sigh.

Photo Credit: Rajesh V Photography on Flickr

This might be a selfish statement..

But..

I need a.. "Change". Everything's getting more mundane lately.

I really wana live in the mountains / countryside.

Pretty flowers, tall canopies, beautiful waterfall, chilly wind..

I'm really grateful with what I have now.

But I think it's also good to strive for greater things. Yeap?

Photo Credit: nicointhebus on Flickr

And OH. Have you been to Dakota? As in the neighbourhood area there?

That place doesn't look like Singapore at all! Well, maybe just a tiny bit.

It looks like some Tokyo region.

Like those in the Ultraman series.

Tattaadaaa Taaddatadaaaadaa. [epic fail Ultraman theme song]

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Okay Bye Bye Cyber World.

Gona die and live [paradoggg] in the real world till my JCTs over.

Hopefully, I can be resurrected back here again.

annyeong~

Don't Be Surprised

I'm not a fan of 'modern pop'.

But there's something different and special about this song. [whoa compliment]

SNSD's debut song [2007]. IMO, their best song.

Their voices & moves here are wayyy better than ones in gee, oh! and all their new cutesy songs.

Nothing beats natural talent and simple beauty.

Music Video

ps: I like MVs that look old [low quality]. Nostalgic aura.

Live Performance

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Yoona + Yuri = YoonYul

Yoona's pretty.

And she has a good character.

Sigh.

Beautiful Phenomenon

It brings people together like nothing else.

Just one ball.

Neighbours.

Classmates.

Schoolmates.

Community.

Strangers.

People living in the same..

Region.

Country.

Continent.

One ball. One world. One heart.

Do not watch this.

Teratai

Oh teratai bunga indah

Engkaulah pujaan hatiku

Telah lama aku rindukan

Wahai teratai bunga indah

Sungguh cantik paras wajahmu

Sinar matamu bagaikan suria pagi

Setiap insan selalu terpikat

Memandangmu teratai bunga indah

Ku tak menyangka

Wahai terataiku sayang

Badai taufan mendatang

Menghembus dirimu

Engkau pun terkulai

Dan merunduklah

Layu, t

ak berseri lagi

Oh tolong, lindungilah dia

Agar ku dapat bersamanya lagi

Ku inginkan terataiku sayang

Berseri seperti semula

Teratai bunga indah..

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It's just so beautiful. :'{

Maybe someday..

I'll share your little distant cloud.

Beautiful, just beautiful.

Sigh. Can't do this.

(:

Strawberry Fields Forever

Living is easy with eyes closed
Misunderstanding all you see
It’s getting hard to be someone, but it all works out
It doesn't matter much to me

No one, I think, is in my tree
I mean, it must be high or low
That is, you can’t, you know, tune in, but it’s alright.
That is, I think it’s not too bad

Always, no, sometimes, think it’s me
But, you know, I know when it’s a dream
I think, er, no, I mean, er, yes, but it’s all wrong
That is, I think I disagree

A wonderful life

Harvest Moon: A wonderful life

This game is extremely relaxing. It's like stepping into a portal where you can lead a different and much more interesting life. Just temporarily putting aside reality.. and stuffs. As just a casual gamer [ERGHM], it took me approximately 2 years to reach the ending. Okay seriously, casual. xD

And what's unique about this game is that you are able to communicate with the society, continuously creating new plots, twists, etc. For eg, you need to talk to a girl character first, before giving her flowers, coz if not, she'll think that you're some despo shit. Haha. And the girl character that I virtually married was Nami, some quiet, play-hard-to-get girl. Took me damn long to melt her heart. Haha. But on a serious note, this game had taught me quite a few important moral values..

BUUT OF COURSE, what's even better about this game is it's panoramic scenes of nature. Growing crops, harvesting, showering the farm animals with love, FISHING, etc. Did I tell anyone that I fell asleep A LOT of times when I played this game? [especially the fishing part] Not due to it's boringness, but it's just too... "ahh....."

Tranquillity.

Sigh.

People, meet the lamer side of Azmi.

End of nonsense section.

Wait, a bit more.

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And I thought I played a lot of game with sad endings.

This, is easily one of the saddest game endings.

[Maybe you need to play the game to understand]

Which reminds me. Life, is short.

Make it wonderful, for yourself, and the people around you.

:)

Wizard Ziyad taught me this xD

INTRO [Just updated, just now I uploaded two outros >.<]




OUTRO




Argh, still not up to standard. WHEN AZMI WHEN.



AND PLEASE IGNORE BAIZURAH AND MAR, NNNONSENSSSE! ---->>

Cherish every moment we're in denial

Changing and Adapting.

Two different worlds?

Is changing adapting? An adapting change? Change to adapt?

Is one necessarily better than the other?

Sigh. I still think that adapting is much better than changing.

But I'm physically doing the opposite.

A good change? Nah, really don't think so.

Sry, nonsense like this comes out when I'm stoning aimlessly.

Anywhere the wind blows

Photo credit - .:Philipp Klinger:. on Flickr.

I need to build a mechanical wing for my flight.

Have some steering power, y'know? [kingdom hearts 2 there <<<]

Acads.

PDPs.

Nothing else, please.

Living in a world of hope and illusions doesn't help.

Much.

I'll take a backward step now.

I'll switch on my invi-cloak and hide in the shadows.

Just.. come away.

l"\( ^_^ )/"l

Happy.

Damn Happy.

=D

For no apparent reason.

Nice.