Cages

They aren't for us.

Falling inside your personal trap cages?

Worse.

Hey, what if there are new colours in this world?
Hey, what if there are new forms of weather in this world?

Hey, what if what you do now, will not make sense later on in life?

Are you prepared?

Sometimes, ppl do weird things and simply make a fool of themselves.

Do they even care?

Preparation.

For what reasons?
Not much. There's only one.

I can't bloody wait for saturday.
And wish me luck (winning $1800 here :] )

Im bored. *Songs update too. Listen to these 4 songs pls. Ty.

Annoying Things To Do On An Elevator

1) CRACK open your briefcase or handbag, peer Inside and ask "Got enough air in there?"
2) STAND silent and motionless in the corner facing the wall without getting off.
3) WHEN arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act as if you're embarrassed when they open themselves.
4) GREET everyone with a warm handshake and ask him or her to call you Admiral.
5) MEOW occasionally.
6) STARE At another passenger for a while. Then announce in horror: "You're one of THEM" - and back away slowly
7) SAY -DING at each floor.
8) SAY "I wonder what all these do?" And push all the red buttons.
9) MAKE explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
10) STARE, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce: "I have new socks on."
11) WHEN the elevator is silent, look around and ask: "Is that your beeper?"
12) TRY to make personal calls on the emergency phone.
13) DRAW a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers: "This is my personal space."
14) WHEN there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder, then pretend it wasn't you.
15) PUSH the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.
16) ASK if you can push the button for other people but push the wrong ones.
17) HOLD the doors open and say you're waiting for your friend. After a while, let the doors close and say "Hi Greg, How's your day been?"
18) DROP a pen and wail until someone reaches to help pick it up, then scream: "That's mine!"
19) BRING a camera and take pictures of everyone in the lift.
20) PRETEND you're a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the Passengers.
21) SWAT at flies that don't exist.
22) CALL out "Group hug" then enforce it.

Feel what I think.

Hey look.
I was in the queue of bus no. 60 at eunos interchange.
As soon as the bus arrived,
a stranger cut the queue from the side.
I ignored, as I don't wana be a man hu cries over a missing toy.

Hey look.
An escalator wide enough for 1 person.
As soon as I reached the first step,
a stranger bulldozed me away,
and he stepped in front of me.
I ignored again, as some1 is constantly observing me.

Hey look.
I was in the queue of a canteen stall in school.
It was my turn to order the food,
when a stranger sneaked in front of me and ordered his food.
Maybe he was hungry.
I don't know.

Hey, pls look for a sec.
The stranger in these 3 events..
It's my schoolmate.
And my friend.

But how do/did I feel?

Did anyone see him doing this to me?
No.

And Hey look now.
Other ppl starts to be influenced by actions, word.
They trust him. They think he's nice.
When I actually dont.

Hey look for the last time now.
What abt me?
Nah, I'm fine - thats what I will lie to them.
And that friend of mine, continued, to do these things to me.
Worse, he's not alone now.
His friends. All of them, not knowing abt their actions.

Bit by bit, these little things will sting me.

But no one will know or give a damn abt what's happening.
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If you have noticed or felt a sudden change abt me. It's them.

I wake up to a sunny day, 'cause i love a rainy nite.

Hihi. I'm in the flexi room with Quinn, Mr Khor, and 7 other juniors. This sleepover is meant to
prepare us for the oncoming PITCH competition which I accidentally said "yes" to. Hahahaha.

Quinn can be a better NIE trainer than most of the undergrad NIE teachers. Haller.

Oh yah, today my grp won the english debate! =) and I recieved a sweet for sumting too =))
After school, had english oral. Ms Neo said I'm very good. Walamak seh, soooo happy ah.

Umm, looking forward for competitions and other major events such as speech day to pass so that I cant really settle down and concentrate back on my acads. But for now, I'll just hope tat everything will turn out fine.

Oh! And I love the song Sunday Bloody Sunday from the ss movie Bloody Sunday. xD

2 choices

Show
or
Hide

Respect for you? It's long gone.
Can you guys choose for me?

Every single time. EVERY.

Every single time, you wait for the storm to pass.
Every single time, you wait for the final school bell to ring.
Every single time, you wait, and hope for the sun to rise from the east.
Every single time.

Every single time, you can't wait to complete your homework.
Every single time, you can't wait to have fun and relax.
Every single time, you can't wait to be over with your competitions or exams.
Every single time.

Then again,
Every single time, the next storm will arrive.
Every single time, the first bell will ring again.
Every single time, the sun will set beneath the horizon.
Every single time.

And,
Every single time, the whole cycle repeats itself.
Every single time, you will heal and bleed again.
Every single time, you will blink and open your eyes again.
Every single time.


Guys, you can never escape this rat race.

Stir the Time

Pic Courtesy of K@p!tanIt's different now. & I just realized it.

It has been quite a while since I was last praised.
And I stumbled upon sumting.

Shud sum1 not be praised? - so that he will continue to work harder until he earns one.

or

Shud sum1 be praised? - so that he will continue to work harder so that he can earn more of it.

Kinda complicated for me. But I'm gona dig that out, soon.

Well, maybe not soon, but I'll pray that I wont find out thru the hard way.

Shoot the Purrfecto

No one's perfect. But how imperfect are you?

Think.

Always strive for perfectness.

Which reminds me, homwerk. Dang! Chao.

Finally. A whoopass funday.

It has been quite a while since I had fun, lyk really, fun.
At 2.30pm - 3I vs 3J. Damn bloody fun lah basically. Mr Munir played for 3I, Mr Liang played for 3J. Should do this stuff often. Definitely a stress reliever, and a gd way to tighten the
spirit of friendship.

Then, went to TM with "Abg Moon (-.-)" and ard 10 3I, 3J ppl. I said "I bet u can see at least 1 vs boy wif his gf." And, I was right. After having a damn bloody early dinner, we walked ard TM.
Guess what, we'll always walk for a few metres, then stop again. Coz mr munir will give his small
random lecture & we'll block the human traffic. lol.

Fun, fun, funday.

Think

Firstly, I will like to apologize if this post will emotionally hurt anyone. I'm just trying to help.
Pls don't misunderstand my intentions.
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Your sense of Judgement - deciding; which is good or which is bad. You may tend to lose this, especially due to peer pressure and peer involvements. I'm not trying to unnecessarily nag here. If by anytime you think that I'm talking crap; pause and think.

Have you ever wondered why teachers chase after you for your homework? or lecture you after
you've done something wrong? Bcoz they care fr u and they don't want you to go too far off the track.

Have you ever wondered why some of your caring friends stop you from doing stupid things?
Firstly, bcoz the things are stupid. Secondly, they don't want you to exceed the U-turn point
on the road. Thirdly, they don't want you to venture too far out in the dark, and can never return. Lastly, they don't want you to be in trouble by, maybe, the authorities.

Will you rather have that short moment of coolness and fun, or longlife regrets and disappointment?

Please, think about it. It's bigger than what you think.

How beautiful & complicated the world is...

It is a wonder how complicated this world is.
Filled with minute beings with different fates,
It is a beauty to see them blessed with special gifts,
and even more heavenly to see them,
sharing these gifts with the world.


Today was fun & life-educational. Thank you.

And I can feel it coming in the air tonight

2day's prefect-newcomers training turned out very well.
Gd example shown by the current sec2's. Well done guys.
At 12, sec1,2,3s played 'virus'. Damien and I stick 2gether thruout the entire game.
For those hu don't know hw to play virus - It's lyk catching but once the catcher caught you,
you and the catcher will hunt for the uncaught ppl. You can't trust anyone coz they might already be the catcher. ***There were plenty of very funny moments.

Junior: (came out from nowhere, and started chasing me and damien)
Me:(Points index finger at some direction) Eh! There he is. U (junior), go corner him there. We'll go this way.
Junior: Oh ok. (runs)

Hhahahahahhahaha. Oh, I love mind games.

Played soccer with the VSCB. 2 things-Tiring & Muscle cramps.
Now.... I have to accompany my parents out. I told them not to go but they insist. No choice.

=}

Killing spree

Finally, the long and nervous wait is over.
MT O's oral's done. =)

2mrw - Speech day vid making.
Sat - prefect trg day. overnite?
Sun - Spam projects.
Nex weekdays - Xchange prog buddies from China coming to SG.

When am I free to take my EL oral which Im suppose to take 3 weeks ago?
Oh right, Ziyad, u owe me SGD1.6B.
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I'm rly confused; But time will tell.

Youths, wake up. Don't always go with the flow.

Today’s young people thinks they hold more problems in their hands than their adults. Most of them whine about their unmanageable situations and how unfortunate they are. This can be clearly seen through their digital diaries, well-known as blogs. While some of these young people give a buzz to their peers to let their problems known, others cast out their problems through their cheerless or infuriated face. However, do they really hold more problems than adults or are they displaying their problems more than adults? One thing is certain; it is unfair to judge a book by its cover.

Since most young people are still in the academic field, some may argue that young people have more problems as they are stressed out by their studies and school life. As a student myself, I strongly agree that these people are sometimes pushed too hard, and this may become a problem to them. In this age, they may have begun with relationships and having their own cliques. Upon rejection, there are times when they are emotionally affected. These to them, are problems. However, due to their young age, they often lack in understanding adults’ situations, which closes their eyes on adulthood problems. They may even crumble upon the littlest things that crop up, due to their inexperience in life.

The matured nature of adults usually holds them back from being open with their problems. This cannot be easily seen by most people, which may lead them to assume that adults have very little problems. Yet, little do they know that most adults hold way heavier responsibilities than their younger counterparts. In fact, these responsibilities are the problems. Constantly pondering on their children’s academic performance, digging cash to pay fees and bills, maintaining a place in their jobs and securing a shelter for their families – these are huge and numerous problems. Can these be compared with young people’s ‘problems’?

Obviously, losing a job is a much bigger problem than arguing and wanting to stay out later on a Saturday night. A nation’s economy can never be predicted, which exposes the chances of economical instability. Most adults can never be sure about their time span with their jobs. If the economy goes down, unemployment goes up, creating pandemonium for unemployed adults. It is not easy to cope with financial problems when they are in that situation. Funding to groom their younger generations, supporting their retired parents, constantly concerned about their costly electrical bills, and some may even find themselves filled, with hunger. This is a serious problem, which in contrast shrinks the young people’s issues tremendously.

Most adults are ensuring that their marital life goes well. However, since their married partners are the ones that they face every single day, they are prone to disagreements and issues. High living cost and financial challenges will indeed fuel their frustrations with one another. Not only their status and self-respect are on the line, if they divorce, their children will suffer drastically. This problem will easily incur with more and more pecuniary pressure straining their endurance, as the years flow by. Thus, adults really have to heighten their tolerance and this problem adds on to their list.

Although adults have the emotional maturity to keep the problems seemingly small, they certainly hold the longer list. Not only adults have more problems, theirs are much tougher to deal with, which cannot possibly be compared with their younger kinds’ issues.
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Personally, I have this bad feeling that teenagers nowadays have this negative trend.

'Hey-look-i-have-a-problem-wow-im-cool-and-trendy-like-the-rest'.
'Hey-I-have-a-problem-lets-call-my-friend-and-ask-for-a-solution-coz-im-lazy-to-use-my brain'

Pardon me if I'm wrong.

This trend, is naturally and undeniably weakening our emotional immunity system.We amplify our problems, letting the world know. It sort of give this feeling that you are proud of those problems. I,myself, have been a victim of this trend, and I wna stop it. I already have ppl on my side of this point. It is up to you to realize the point of my contribution for this year's Youth's Day. And I'm certainly happy to have celebrated this day by doing this piece.

HYD

Happy Youth Day!
Altho i really dont know why & how we celebrate this day, I love it.
Coz it's a day of no school! So yay. =x

O lvl oral on thurs. Frankly speaking and not boasting, I'm better in MT oral than
the papers themselves. But now, I'm a lil shaky, and scared that I'll screw up.

Hey, that pessimist side of u will bring u down, azmi.

Umm what's up for nex week huh? Err.. *thinks*
Omg. A lot. But I'll still complete it. Heh.

Me and quinn have completed the 132 Speech Day booklet! No more stress.
Phew.
And he taught me a lot of 'advance' PS skills.

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I wana play soccer!!!!!!!! Oh yah - Songs update. Pls listen to them. Pretty Please.

Confused Mistakes

Sleepover on friday night was ok lah.
Able to let my heart out and let ppl understand me and my
tiny little problems. I sumhow felt better, but regret what I
did back then. Maybe it was his/her/their fault,
but I know this time, it was my own fault to let it be that way
- I deserve it.

Sorry to whoever out there.