Thursday 20 March 2008

Epilogue

Hi readers of my blog. Cherish this moment. It will be my last.
I'm gonna post a very long one, so juz bear with me if you have the time for it k.
Basically, I'm gonna tell you about my life. Yearh. My life.

=)=

Ok, firstly, I want to make this clear. I'm not quitting blogging due to my studies/lack of time/etc. Firstly, I've realized that innocent people gets hurt sometimes by reading my blog.
By selfish thinking concepts and self-importance, I've totally failed to remember about what ppl think of me, how they will react, and will they feel bad abt themselves because of me..

I'm sry to whoever you are out there. Sincere apology.

Sometimes, I do get hurt when I read ppl's posts. How happy they are and how enjoyable their life is.. And I seriously do get hurt sometimes, especially when I'm emotionally down by myself. And the only gateway of happiness is.. My dear friends. The ones I respect. And thinking of the privileged ones made me, hate myself.

This year, when I'm down, and looking at those ppl who were putting on their smiles generously, everywhere, laughing. I envied them. Can my life be like theirs? And there I am, pretending to smile, laugh. I had no other choice. I'm forced, I can't let my friends know I'm weak inside. But, sumhow, I think my internal strength is fading away. But, nvm. I'll regain it back.

So yeah, that's my ultimate reason of exiting the world of blogging. I don't want to hurt anymore people. Although none of you mentioned it, I know, you're sumhow hurt inside.

2008
It has been a pleasant and productive journey so far this year. This year is inarguably the positive transition of my brain perspective towards the outside world, life. Throughout the previous 4 months, I've gain a lot of life skills. Knowledge being gained during flare-ups of my frens, their depression, their evident success, their childishness, maturity. Experiences. Knowledge.

Life is what you think it is.
Life depends on you.

Been through conflicts. Childish, Serious, Plain.. A wide variety of arguments, disagreement. This has led me to apply my problem solving skills. I may have not succeed in finding a solution, but, I have definitely gained something. From this, I have learnt to understand people's reaction, thoughts, emotions, before I react reasonably. I know I have occasionally failed in this, but, guys, give me time to evolve. And there, Empathy, infused within me. Hope I can put it to good use.

The reason to my understanding of life? Simple. You. My friends.
You have been the one doing all this for me. Enlightening me with precious, valuable skills.
Most importantly, wisdom.

I have seen weaknesses, strengths, all kinds of things, about you. My friends.
Thank you.


My Private Life
Hmm.. Before I start, I would lyk to say that whenever you think that your life is a disgraceful and disappointing one, think again. I will not direct you in what to think. -- Think. Just think.

From now on, I will always try my best to appreciate and cherish my life. No matter how cheerful, sad, my life is, tomorrow will be another day for me. I can't predict the future. Enjoy every second of your life. Your life may abruptly change, at any point of time. Trust me my friends.

Hmm.. Ok. Here we go. My Life story.


A boy, internally filled with strength. Blessed with potential. Given the opportunity to experience sadness, difficulties in life. Yes, ups and downs of life makes it meaningful.

Maybe I'm not as financially stable as most of you. I have to adapt to my family's situation. I pity them. Working so hard, taking care of me, suffer for the sake of raising up their one and only child. I pity them. And I've realized my mistakes. Going out to expensive food places, spending unnecessarily... Absolutely redundant.

My mom. She is suffering from kidney disfunctionality. For 16 years she had suffered. Initially, when she was first ill, due to the kidney problems, she had to be hospitalized. That was way before I was born. Both her kidneys failed. Fortunately, my respectable past uncle, her past older brother, donated one of his kidneys to her. Thank you. And there came me. 13 years later, I was shocked to find her condition worsened. And after several operations, she requires permanent dialysis treatment. A metal bar was inputted into her right leg, but was recently taken out due to serious infection problem.

Treatment. Cost.

My dad's income is a mere 1k per month. Maybe worse than your family's or better. I don't know. But, how will you equate to a $10,000 hospital bill? Dialysis too?

Have you ever experienced complete darkness in your house? When you need to complete the given assignments, a powerpoint slide presentation due tomorrow, or submission of research, and out of the blue, darkness engulfed your life. Everything is dead. Everything seems to stop.
Just a strapped headlight, used for fishing, to accompany you throughout your process of completing assignments. Struggling to use the washrooms. Discomfort during sleep. I'm glad I have experienced these unfortunate events so that I will understand the less fortunate ppl.

My dad. He needs to pay up to previous loans and installments. You have no idea how much he has to pay for these stuffs. Worse than the hospital bills. But, if you have managed to take a peek into my wallet, you may think that I'm an average-rich dude. But, I'm forced to carry those amount. What if there is an emergency and I need to arrive to that place as quickly as possible? Nvm.

Time is constantly running.

There was once I argued with them. I wanted to work, to gain money, to help them. I got objected. They even said that if I were to come out of the house to work now, they will not allow me to return. I cried. Yeah, not because of the scolding, but because of their care for me. And now, I have to be academically inclined. Help them. Aid them. Guide them. Show a sense of gratitude and love to them. Repay them.


Me
Yeah. It's abt me.
Want to know my motive and motto of life? Here it is:
  • Do not be afraid if what you are doing is right
  • No matter how good you are, there is always a bad side of you
  • Listen in class. Understand. Apply.
  • Do whatever you want if it regards to your personal rights in life
  • Do the right things right
  • Be constantly prepared for the next world.
  • Life is what you think it is
  • Before you do anything, think abt others
  • Do not hurt ppl (emotionally, physically)
  • Cherish and appreciate your gifts
  • Acknowledge your weaknesses, do not let them affect you
  • Love everything, everyone
Yup, thats me.

Happiness depends on ourselves. Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do, are in harmony.

Hmm.. Recently, I was thinking and planning ahead. What I want to be, what I want to do, what I want to feel. I've listed down the steps to make those things achievable. And listed further sub-steps to make the main steps reasonable. This is all thanks to my uncle. I've gotten a clear image and a starting point to begin from. Although it is a tough and long journey, I will give my best to achieve it. Consistency. Resilience.

Taking a step is the beginning of the 10 000 miles journey.

Sometimes I doubt my ability to complete my vision. Sometimes I question my ability to achieve my goals. I hate verbal assurance. I just want to prove my negative assumptions wrong.

Studies. A very subjective topic to talk about. For me, frankly speaking, I don't study. For those of you who have seen my enthusiasm in school, and have been hurt/disgusted/disturbed by it, sorry. I did not mean to intrude into your tranquility. It's my way of studying and mugging. This explains my attitude at home. A little slack than usual, other than completing dumb assignments, of coz. Which somehow brings me to games. Yeah, I do play games. A piece of advice..

Games doesn't equate to failure in academics. It's how you play the game. It's how you view the game. It's all abt the correct timing and implementations.


My Friends

I will never forget my dear friends. Who have been thru thick and thins of teenage life, carried one another, dragging one another, I want to say thanks. Thank you. You have made me realize most of the things that I need to know. And I hope that you will strive for excellence and prove your negative thoughts wrong. I have concrete confidence in all of you. Someday, trust me, your time will come.


Before I finally end my last post..

I want to take a bow. Thank you. Thanks, for anything that you have done. You have been an essential part of my life story and journey. Molding me into what am I now. Once again, thank you.

I want to align both of my hands, and humbly request for acceptance of my apology. I'm definite that I have surely done something wrong before to you. Pls.. Accept it. I can't bear to live in guilt. And don't ask for forgiveness, as I always forgive anyone that may have hurt me, before I go into my daily deep slumber.


Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet.
Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul
be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved.
--Helen Keller


I guess, this is it.. Sharing my life experiences was surely a pleasure and honour. I hope you have taken something with you by reading my blog. 2007-2008 was definitely a bittersweet experience, and something that I will treasure and remember for a long period of time. Through this journey, I have enjoyed a glorious chapter in my life.



Yours truly,
Azmi

Saturday 15 March 2008

Finished My AMaths.
I wont mention hw many vulgarities i've said and hw many times i've
punched my wall.

Oh ya! I've bought a new PC office chair. For $39.
Coz the previous one... Err...
I broke the back rest part. I punched it realllll hard becoz...
Nvm.

And I can play Hotel California, Anak [by freddie], Forever Young and Tears in Heaven wif
my guitar..
But all suckeyy standard one larh.. =p

ANd... The sad thing is.. I haveta complete 6 remaining assignments. Fuck ah.
I'm so occupied by other stuffs.

Weirdly, these past few days.. I feel lyk touching my games.
But.. Haiz..
I feel lyk playing halo wif my bez frens, restarting the nostalgic maple story..
Playing my all time favourite game "GTA SA" and "Kingdom Hearts 2" in my PS2.

They're the ones which accompanied me when I'm stressed up.
But, now.. There's no time for me to play and relax my mind.
And i cant perform well. And I will get bad grades. And I will be sad.
So how??

And Im despo in playing soccer again. But..
Haiz.. WTffffffffffffffffffff larh.

Aniwae, Im seriously glad to have a wonderful life.
Maybe not financially, but wonderful in terms of freedom and happiness.
Alhamdulillah.


Pain makes man think. Thoughts make man wise. Wisdom makes life endurable.

Im F-ing stressed. No.. WE ARE F-ing Stressed.

Haiz..
So many hw.

Im gona complain to MOE larh..
Lyk wad i did last year..
Wait, last year was not complain, it's feedback. Yes. Feedback.

Seriously.

Walao.. !@Walao.. !@$&*(@!%$(@
amp;*(@!%$(@
I'm not gona complain or flame abt the teachers.
It's juz that there is too much f-ing hw.
Assignments, Projects.

In my opinion, wait no. In OUR Opinion, Its unnecessary.
It's seriously not related to the O'lvl syllabus. [Im referring to the projects]

WALAO..! Ifeel lyk saying out the f-word. But..
Aiyah.. Fcuk larh.

I'm doin AMATHS now. I don even noe what to do arh. Walao. The question all the
maths teacher havnt taught IN-DEPTH. [the qns are freaking in-depth]
Even my frens said that they are getting all the answers wrongly.

ZOMGWTFKPKBKNBCCBBBQSAUCE?

U noe wad, I'm not gona sleep 2nite. I promise.
Only if my parents force me to sleep [lyk ystday], then I sleep.
If not, its hw all the way. I swear.




Light up the darkness..

Friday 14 March 2008

For more info abt the SLC, go to sidney's blog =p

Oh yearh, Happy Happy 15th B'dae Huda! =)

Thursday 13 March 2008

Back from SLC


SLC Shirt.. XD


Back from the 3D4N Camp.
=.=

Mon nite - went to school and did sum hw. Preparing for the nex day's SLC

SLC - Student Leaders Convention
A training/courses for leaders of organizations or soon-to-be leaders.

I'm nt gona explain wad we have done for the SLC stuffs k.
Basically, it's seriously a success, to me. All the talks by teachers, ICs, external coaches were really wonderful, interactive and entertaining in sum way.

However, I was seriously disappointed by the attendance. They said the expected turnout
was gona be 70 plus.. But only 50 came for the frst day. 30 plus (i think) for the 2nd..
and 21 for the third day.. What Mr Maran said is very true.. Their priorities are screwed up larh basically. =( But those with valid reasons, its another story.

Oh yearh, on the tues nite, after a tiring nite of hw-ing, Me, Ziyad, Taufik and Sidney
were out of our minds. We went ghost hunting.

Camera. Video Camera.

Basically, the whole school is freaking dark. And i tell u, its freaking scary at nite.
Especially the DNT area. Speaking abt DNT area, im gona tell our experience durin that nite there.

We crept, slowly, seriously, slowly towards the DNT area. U cant see anything. Then, we used
cameras to try to"see" those "things". Then there's one point of time, when Taufik took a picture and the cameralight flashed for a split second at the tress and shrubs near the DNT area, we instantly saw a silhouette of a big object, falling into the shrubs in front of us. Can u imagine??
Then there was rustling of the leaves.. We straightaway ran away. No, not run, SPRINTED.

Then the second official nite, wed nite, Me, Ziyad, Andres and Yun Sol went. Etc,etc,etc. Ghost stories. Our climax for that nite was the GYM toilet. When we were walking along the side of the basketball court, we heard the shower in the gym toilet being turned on. The water splashes were heard clearly, coz the toilet is beside us. We stared at each other and decided to go into the toilet. "Maybe sum1's bathing" - Ziyad.

Yes bathing. At 3am.

To our amazement, the toilet door was wide open, the lights were off. The shower was still on. Water splashing down. We quickly turned on the lights. And, why muz it be coming from the last corner shower cubicle?! Haha. =p

It turned out to be jammed. =.= Couldn't do anything abt it.

OOoook. Overall, i respected the Sec 4's OCs. They seriously portrayed the values of leadership, IMO. Maybe they didn't realize it.. But, yearh..

Oh yearh, there is a new addition in my house.



Isn't she pretty? I call her.. Erm.. Marineario. LOL>?

Sunday 9 March 2008

Photos frm Kahang camp

















Shaun yeo, Endy, Me, Damien


Endy, the nut provider




Wtf 3i =)


Misty Morning







Baik Jun Hao!


3I all the way - the bez class



If u guyz wan more photos..

Pls go to my My Flickr Account

Saturday 8 March 2008

Back frm de camp!

Yo peeps!
Back frm de camp. 4D3N

KOREF
Kahang Organic Rice Eco Farm

First day
Reached Malaysia, Kahang. Placed our bags down.
It was raining. Heavily. Super freaking ultraman cold.
ANDDD.. The worst part is, we needa still pitch our tent in the rain.
I tell you, It's freaking cold. Partly due to the rain. Fully due to the chilly freaking cold wind.
Everyone was shivering lyk hell. Cold hell.
The worst part of this is: My group's tent is faulty! Walao. !@$&*(!@
Needa collapse the tent for 5 times, and re-pitch it back. Finally turns
out to be that the tent poles were uneven. Wtf. Diao. Almost 1 hour of pitching in the NICE weather. And, the tent was very wet after pitching it. Coz the rain was seeping thru the
"waterproof" cover and ground sheet. Baik ah

After pitching our tent - 1st activity.
Rafting. Bamboo rafting.
And, it's freaking cold. Thnx rain and wind.

Couldn't sleep properly durin that night.
It was freaking:
  1. Cold.
  2. Wet.
  3. Squeezy
Oh yearh, my tent grp consists of Syakir, Shaun yeo, Hamzah, Ying yao and Endy.


Second day
Did raft building in the morn.
Muz make one using a few piece of rope, 6 wooden sticks, and 2 huge empty containers.
Did one in time. Thnx Shaun yeo. Campcraft freak. =) Some skill
Endy and I volunteered to try the "fine lookin' " handmade raft.
Fell in a few times. LOL. Endy purposely fall six times. He's odd =)
Then, I went solo. Coz i damn light and have a good sense of spidery balance =p
Paddle out and back.

Went to Mount Lambak at noon.
The mountain is seriously steep and slippery. Very dangerous.
Needa hold on to roots, rocks, ropes. And the muddy natural "leaf litter" ground
was seriously slippery. A lot of ppl slipped but fortunately, they didn't fall.
Ayiah, no drama =(

When reaching the peak, it's damn cold and misty, coz we were IN
the clouds. The Mountain is seriously high. I'm not joking. We climbed UP for 1hour ++
Reached the top. Can see the clouds moving. Can't see the scenery below.
We seriously smelled potatoes. LOL. Yep. Potatoes. ----Odd.
Came down.

At night, we went for a night walk in the dense forest. Very dark. Can't bring
torchlights. Can see the stars clearly than in Spore, as there is no light pollution.
I saw and pointed the Big Dipper, the Twin Stars and the North Star. Cool.
It was seriously fun and enjoyable. Once in a lifetime experience.


Third Day
Nature walk. Our guide, Alice, shared her experience and knowledge abt Nature.
Very useful information. It was seriously a long journey. I think 2 hours.
Along the way, I was thinking of my village in M'sia, Masai.
Haiz, 2 years nvr go there. =( I miss those moments at my village wif
my whole family.

Then, it was water obstacles course.
haha. Muz go thru thin and slippery obstacles - logs. Damien owns. =)
If u fall, u will get wet.
Very fun and challenging. LOL. Everyone was cheering and jeering. Haha.
"Fall! Fall! Fall! ooOO! Oohhh! Bush!!! Woooo!!!"

Then it was inter class water captain's ball.
Very fun. In the murky water. Damn muddy.
We, boyz, played rough. Seriously arh. Pull ppl inside water, etc.
I rmbred pulling sum1's underwear inside the water. haha.
The REF didn't see.
Ppl lost their shoes in the water. Lol.
3I got 3rd placing.
I was in the team=)

Then, campfire..
Cheer. Skits. Cheer.

That night, we needa pack our tents back into the tent bags.
Coz we seriously have to rush on the next day as it was the M'sia Election Day.
Dowan to b interrupted.
So,... We needa sleep in the small and dirty MPH. Wif insects flying ard and trying to
sleep on our legs and face. LOL.

Fourth Day
Woke up. De-briefing.
WAited for the late BUS DRiver. Walao! 15 mins late, compared to other classes bus drivers.
U think funnny ARH!!!! =(
Slept. Needa get down at Tuas immigration there.
Told funny jokes till we reached VS.
LJS-ed wif Endy and Damien.
Soccer-ed and basketball-ed fr a while.
Went home with Ziyad and Fawwaz. They were gg my house area.
Apparently, they were doing the Scout's Job Day.
Needa go ard ppl's houses and ask for donation or help anyone in doing their job.
Bathed. Washed my whole lot of dirty laundry.

Went down to meet Ziyad and Fawwaz. Donated $7. =)
Showed Ziyad my Aunt, who's a lil' bit related to him. =)
Met Hafidz. Then went ard collecting donations.
Went home. =l

OOOookk.. If you guys wanna see my UPLOADED pics of
the CAMP, kindly visit this website:

My Flickr Account



More PICS will be uploaded k.. Pls be patient.
Hey, I'm tired eh. Needa sleep. BB!

Tuesday 4 March 2008

Got back my few remaining CA test papers.
Glad its all A1. I was not expecting to get a1s for my CA1 every year.
But, my English mark is still haunting me in the head.
Haiz.. Nvm. I shall not repeat those mistakes again.

OOhhhhkkk...
wadaihavejuznow.

Nothing much. LOL.
AEP, I and Damien gona do a short movie clip and gona send it to competition
(hopefully)
The ideas are there. Needa concentrate on the technical skills.

Oh yearh, and....
another problem and burden hits me, yet again.
Mr Tan, have sent my name to MS teo. Saying that I'm gona be
the Vice Chairman for Media Club.
OMBWTFBBQsauce?
I'm ok holding that position. But, I feel and think that I'm not a good role model
to my future juniors. I mean seriously.
Quinn is way much experienced in Media CLub stuffs.
Why me sia?
Haiz, wattado -- Nothing.

I think this thing itself will surface up more problems.
Firstly, my soccer transfer to another CCA hasnt been made.
I donnoe which one to choose, Media only, or Media and IT.
Haiz.
But, I heard that my badge of students
will not have the deduction of Olvl points due to CCA points. ==..==
Hope u guys get it... rite.
So wads the use of me being a leader all this while?
I've been working my ass off. As a leader, as a soprtsman.

But, what Damien [chairman] said is true.
It's not about gaining points, it's abt gaining the experience of
LEADing.
Yearh. True.

OOOHHHHKKkkkkk....
Gona sleep sooon [3 o's there].
SEC 3 CAMP at KAHANG, JOHOR 2mrw!!
ARGHH!!!
I'm the photographer. Waliou. XD

Ok guys. Hope I'll return back safely keas? For non-VS frens,
DON MISS ME OK????????
Only the owner can miss himself..... er =.=

Monday 3 March 2008

Tiring day. Monday =.=
waddaya expect.

12.30, left school to cheer fr the tennis team.
VS won ACS Bukker [lol. i donoe hw ta spell] 4 - 1
PhotographerBOI wif THE MING aka CABOOSE aka HONGKER BLARGER.

i think u guys noe larh lor.

5pm reached school. LJS.
HOME.

Made sum very useful english notes and reflections. IMO.
Used a few of my frens compo as a guide for the sentence structure and use of colourful
language. (fyi, can view the posted compos of the whole sec 3 at VS website)


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Ok, ok. Now, different tone of voice. Serious and a lil bit more "life-based"
Diao.

I think the world is changing. I'm being too complacent.
I always think that to be an intelligent student, u juz needa listen in class, do HW.
I was right, up to sec 1.
Sec 2 - significant and gradual decrease in marks.

This shows that I seriously need to study and not juz depend on my teachers.
Time to change my view towards life and how I'm gona be successful later on.

My uncle text me this. And i think its seriously useful for us, teens.

"Rmbr this advice. SUCCESS will come after failures. Find out
the errors and put i the extra effort to AVOID similar mistakes.
Don't feel bad abt it."

Haiz, u guys wan me to post the essay I made? It's an assignment given by my uncle. =)
I hope u guys can learn sumting from it kaes..

Anticipating problems


Previously, my friends and I were addicted to online games. This is a pretty typical obsession with boys. They are easily influenced by their friends. I spent hours and hours, playing. Now, I’ve stopped as there is no time for that at all. I realised that games won’t lead me to greater heights. Games won’t secure me a good job in the future. But, there is something in games that may lead you to a successful individual in terms of life skills.

One way or another, they're great practices for certain areas of life. Most of the success in such games comes from experience of playing them, and learning how to anticipate the problems that come up.

For instance, the first time you have to fight a “boss” at the end of stage, it'll probably deploy some kind of weapon or move on you to totally destroy you. You will usually lose to the great power and challenge of the boss. This will translate into anger and frustration. As boys, you like challenges. And you will always try your best to overcome it. But gradually, as you fight him again and again, you learn how to anticipate his actions. You can guess, or even be certain about how he's going to behave, and develop the familiar moves for overcoming each attack. Soon, you can kill him with ease.

Much success in real life is much the same. Failure and rejection in life can be brutal experiences. Like a new player up against a big boss, someone trying out relationships, careers, investment or anything else can quickly get annihilated. And the pain of such failure can be comparable to physical pain, a deep ache inside that can last weeks, months, and years. The typical reaction of humans is that they will be emotionally disturbed, depressed and sometimes it may lead to suicidal thoughts.

W
ith each failure, you learn how to anticipate what's likely to happen next time. If you missed out on that great job because you didn't know the answer to a particular interview question, you know to look that question up for the next opportunity. For me, if I receive a wrong answer, I’ll know my mistakes and learn from them, to prepare myself for the next tests. Never duel on past events as time doesn’t move backwards and time stops for no one.

While failure and rejection can be horrible experiences, making it seem as if your very soul is fading away, they contain the seeds of success. Failing is a harsh, but necessary, part of succeeding. Just as you're unlikely to beat the “big-boss” the first time you meet him in an online game, it's unlikely you'll come out ahead the first time you try things out in real life.

Indeed, what distinguishes most successful people from the average is the string of previous failures they've racked up. I've fought and been killed by the big-boss so many times, that I can now anticipate his every move and have a strategy in place for dealing with that situation. Nothing teaches as well as the sting of defeat. I will always do badly for my early year CA1 exam. Then, I will learn from my previous mistakes and remind myself not to be careless. And my SA2 exam (end of year) will be very high.

That's why it's important to brace yourself for failure and rejection and face your vulnerabilities head-on. Fighting and blasting your way through this path of failure is the only way to find success. Once you got the gist of it, rays of light will fall on you, shining, blinding every single failure. Stay in the light, and you’ll need not worry about anything, everything.

And knowing this can help you psychologically deal with set-backs in life. While others cower in their shelters, avoiding failure and humiliation at all costs, you are brave enough to face them. You can let people laugh at your set-backs today, knowing that tomorrow they'll be envious of your achievements.



Sincerely yours,
__Azmi__

Sunday 2 March 2008

Fun day. Probably the best day of this week for me.

My day started off at 11pm. Woke up late sia =.=
Ate breakfast. More of lunch.

Study.

3pm went to East Coast to meet Farhan, saufi, hafidz, afi, wisnuh, fawwaz.
Celebrating saufi's and hafidz's super mega be be be belated bdae. =)

5pm went to VS.
Played catching =.=
I was the last one to be caught. Woo =p
FYI, we were playing virus catching. Woops. Sry to reveal our lameness and childish
side! =)

Then soccer. versus the hostel ppl.
7 v 8. we 7.
I scored 1 goal. Quite nice larh XD. Hit the post then go in.
Lol. My skin so thick hor.

4 Months of no soccer. Can seriously drive me crazy.
But, i think, after a long break wif no soccer, I think
i seriously improved a lot.
Oh yearh, got to play wif saufi again! Woo!
He's VS's 07 soccer team left back. Good times.
I used to play alongside wif him as left wing. I will always rmbr those nostalgic moments.
Haiz, thinking abt it, makes me wana cry. LOL.
I miss my soccer days. T.T
Why.. why muz my parents disallow me from
continuing my passion. Haiz, but its for a good reason though. I understand them =l

Kk k k k k k k kk.. Long and tiring afternoon. Needa rest!!
Sweet dreams...



Happy bdae! [from left] Saufi, me, Afi, Hafidz, Farhan.

Saturday 1 March 2008

PHEWWWWW!! TIRing SHit!!!!

OMG OMG OMG.
Long, and I seriously mean it, day.
COz, its Victorian's day 2day!!
And I'm the cameraBOI again..
WOooOO!O!!!!

Ok.. Left house at 8am.
Went VS. Guitar-ed for a while.
Went to VJC.

Met Quinn. Went inside and took pics.
Floorball!! Wooo.

Our VS floorball team pro XD
When I realised that the whole day is gona be FLOORBALL.
I stopped taking pics. And borrowed hamzah's stick.
Practice, practice.. Blergh!
I not bad eh! -.- Juz realize it.

Then, played with them in the court. Woo!
My standard ok ok arh. LOL

Ate, drank.
Went to VS. Played Badminton, Soccer, Basketball, catching -.-
Till 5.
Then need to take pics of Old Victorian Association vs "sum blue shirt" team - soccer friendly.
Fun Fun! Woooo..
the blue team won.. awww XD

Then, played soccer. Till 7pm.
Need to take pics for Grand Dinner.
Haiz.
Sat with the teachers.

walk, snap. Eat. walk, snap. EAt.
Till 10pm.

Slept in bus.

Yawn.. seriously tiring day! And I havnt study or do my homework!!!!! AHHH =)

kkKKkKKkK.. BB guys and gals