Wednesday 31 December 2008

2008

2008..

I LOVE MY SEC 4 TIMETABLE!

Subjects on 2nd Jan!

PE!
EL!
Chem!

THERE'S NO NEED TO CHIONG ANY HOMEWORK*, PERIOD!
*[EL no hw, and i've done chem]

I'M SO DARN HAPPY!

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Tag Replies

Fi - Familiar ey? Haha. Your blog taggy so famous now. Thanks to a
passerby. xD

Zb - Kanye West sounds like Kentucky Fried Chicken. Haji Malek? Nice.
My Dad somehow knows that your dad knows malek awab. And your scenario might
be freaking true la! And that's scary. =O

beLIEve - Umm. A few hours. See how much I procastinate. Was planning to do
my homework. xD

Damien - I'm not sure about that. ioi!

freak - High marks? I seriously don't think so. Coz I can't write that in 1hour! xD
And yeah, zb/I got problem against kanye west, especially his specs la.
Like some blindscreen. HAHAHA.

passerby - yo, you somehow became the hot chat topic, a few days ago.
haha, old man. xD

hmz - Hellooooooow!

Tuesday 30 December 2008

Relationship

RL / BGR.
Time and Money.
Agreed?

&.

In one, there is no such thing as his or her fault, its both their faults.

Saturday 27 December 2008

Evolution - Viewing its littlest details.

Well you see, we are shaped by our own social network, community, and population.
Our own human race. We have a skill that adapts us to this human arena so that we can fit in with the rest, to be accepted for that particular moment, that particular generation, and time.

I view it this way.

Doing the right thing will be determined if the whole, if not most, human population accepts it as the right thing. Owning a VW car makes you look great if the community thinks that VW cars are great. Having The Eagles Albums in your CD-racks is the “in” thing if most of the population view it that way.

Influence? Pressure? Shame? Pride? Geedubadupapbub?
I’m not entirely sure, seriously. xD

But one thing’s for sure, that’s our survival instincts.

Moving on, with the above concepts in mind, can we always trust our instincts and follow every word it whispers into our hearts?

One word has some relativity with this topic. COOL. As in the hot, non-cold cool, the dress and behave cool. It’s subjective. And it behaves according to the community. Slowly but surely, continuously changing and adapting. Blue at a point of time, and then red at the next hour.

In the 19th-20th century and for example, being cool is similar to Elvis-like cool. Those whose hairs are combed ultra-neatly and as though they’re polished with turtle-wax, whose eyes are huge tainted shades that cover the top of their faces, whose right leg strides into the left side and left leg strides into the right side [similar to catwalking], they’re mostly nicked as the cool people. Raising up their collars, owning Chevy Corvettes or roofless VW cars are night chics-hookers for them. Well of course, there are dozens of other cool factors, but I’m not an expert in this interest.

That’s because the community in that era view it that way.

And take look at the cool factors now. Early 21st Century Cool. Those whose hairs are art pieces like the Theatres on the Bay itself, and as hard as bass guitar strings – kudos to their wax, whose legs are always stretching out and reaching for space – kudos to their skinnies, and whose outfits are mostly hoodies [while last time, long before the inspirational Rocky Movie, the hoodie's element of instant anonymity, provided by the accessible hood, appealed to those with criminal intent]. Oh, btw, a friend of mine and I saw this couple wearing animated neon shirts in CBD. One displays the time, and the other animates a smiling and winking Mickey Mouse. That is so, surprising.

No, I’m not criticizing the 21st century cool or having any grudge against anything.

All I’m saying is that evolution is taking place – kudos to the community. If a group of people declare them as cool, then it is, cool, for them at least.

A scenario:
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It’s the 22nd century. Technology has inclined so much that reading paper books is a waste of time and energy. The reason? There are holographic videos that support education and story-telling purposes.

Small groups of teenage boys are at a park, reading books.

Boy A sends an SMS to some of his friends which states,

“Hey Dude, you gotss to try reading books in front of everyone. It’s so cool that it will boost your self-esteem man! C’mon, join us. If we’re lucky, some girls will have a seat with us. C’mon! Don’t be a jerk.”

As months pass by, more and more teens, and now, adults, are trying their best to find some spare time, reading books in the park. It’s cool, they say.

Years later, this act of reading books in the public is popular that it has been a global influence.
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Haha. Don’t Laugh. It’s possible you know?
If you still say it isn’t possible, think about this.

Previously in the 19th-20th century, cool is being smart-looking. Anyone whose hairs are chaotic replicas of the Statue of Liberty, wonders around with torn pants, wearing a raincoat like outfit although it’s the summer’s blazing-hot tropical weather, they’re stereotyped as… odd, street-hobos, strange – uncool?

But now? It’s different. Back then, some of them also thinks it’s not possible.

Maybe one day, a group of youths will be daring enough to add another factor into the definition of being cool – wearing shirts inside out. Who knows?

Maybe it’s about influence afterall. But definitely, survival.

To view things as contrastingly as possible, view cool people as a different species of human. [once again, no grudge here nor trying to be rude] Different species of animals have different ways of behaving and appearance to live life, and most importantly, to survive. A species of frogs in the Amazon Forest rotate their right hands round and round to question the opposite gender, “Hey, wanna go steady?” Male Lions will stage themselves infront of a lioness, and will fight to see who’s the deserving father-to-be. Most crickets divert most of their life-energy into the recognized “kriiiiiiiiinncckkkk” ringing sounds, to call for attention. How bout some of us, humans? Through my eyes, I see numerous distinctive groups of people.


Warning: For those who can take crud humour and serious sarcasms only.

Some smoke to attract those who like those who smoke although they’re wasting money, their precious health and give greetings to their smoking BOs.

Some excessively spray cologne and deos which may make others frown due to excessive pleasure.

Some list down every single achievement they’ve got and will make others think as though they’re the daily newscasters discussing about the stock market.

Some are good at games to attract the gamers of the opposite gender. Oops, they also have fun cyber-bullying other people and have chimm-trash-talks to those players with poor English, asking them to quit and stop being a PCseat-potato.

Some excessively take pics of themselves and show them to the whole world.
[some are very lucky to have good-looking faces, while some are, not so-so, but insist on sharing them]

Some jiwang-jiwang play guitars at the void deck and indirectly substitute the rain dance.

Some have groups which beats other people up to show that they’re invincible and rarely, and I mean rarely, beats other people up one-on-one. Oh, those of the opposite genders will probably be attracted to them, intending to share that fake courage of theirs.

Some have blogs which shows their emotional side, indirectly listing down most of their problems which might get readers to be significantly worried and others to roll their eyeballs like car swishers and click the X button on the tabs panel.

Some have blogs to show people that they’re showing people something and are paranoid when they highly think that readers are quietly titling them as poser-braggers.
Erghm. x”(

Some will react violently when disturbed and made fun of. This type of people will usually don’t care a shit about the world and concentrates on inflicting as much pain as possible to those disturbers. He will probably make a two-footed tackle that will make them fall to the ground and mash their face and nose up till they turn into faceless voids and will run up to the canteen to grab a fork and stab them in the eye while squeezing fresh lime or lemon juice in their open wounds and make sure the seeds get stuck in one of their major blood vessel by thrusting them in and takes out a can of pesticide and sprays at them while taking out a lighter and fire-spray their soon-to-be burnt bodies till their skins evaporate and ask them to apologize.

Once again, neither grudge nor hatred here. Just friendly-poking-words!

Well, these are some examples of how humans can be so diverse in difference.
And how these are used to establish their survivability among a specific community they’re in. Although most acts don’t show much of survivability, it still helps them to survive, in a way.

So…Being cool is, in a way, a form of attraction and attention seeking.
[admit it, or prove me wrong, please xD]

For survival.

But how far will you go for it?

Which side of the right and wrong spectrum are you at when you do something?

If I were you I’ll ask myself these forms of questions when doing something.

Will you literally smoke your dreams away or lead a sporty and healthy lifestyle?
Will you give racist remarks or just zip your bleed-worthy mouth?
Will you spend your parents’ money on branded undergarments or save up for a real rainy day? Will you ignorantly blast music in a public transport to show your century-gap awareness of headphone technology or enjoy quality and less radio-noisy effects music?
Will you disturb strangers just for the fun of it and risk getting stalked and then injured by a group of people related to the strangers, or just give’em a warm and generous smile?

Which step will you take for probably, the name of cool, and mainly to survive?

Today, I’ve realized. I have this huge, huge flaw in me. When I’m not distracted, I can think, do, write things, the way it should be. When I am, all my morals will lose to the unethical-gravity, and act as though I don’t remember anything that’s on my not-to-do list. I want to change, to a better person but I doubt it will work, unless I adopt the self-discipline most of my friends possess. Time to repent?

The end of the year is approaching. And it will give way to a fresh new beginning. I genuinely think that being blessed with a new start is a golden privilege, for us imperfect humans to strive towards perfectness. If you’ve ever commit any wrongful acts, well, don’t do it again! You will never be certain of your death moment. Imagine dying directly after committing a sinful act - It’s never pleasant to end your life that way! If you think that your friends will never-ever be able to forget what you’ve done or said, prove your fresh, unpolluted intentions to them. Oh, and remember, if one of your friends ever comes up to you and comment on some of your negative behaviour, don’t give them a tight slap or hide in your store room and cry! They might be your true friends who truly care for you.

Changing the community starts with the individual.

Let’s say, you’re a guy in this uncontrolled town. You start to excessively litter everywhere you go. Seeing your litter on the ground, other people will think it’s alright to do so, and soon, the act of littering will be popular in that town of yours. Conversely, if you are responsible enough to dunk your trashes at the appropriate bins, or better, recycle, and if most of the folks have this mindset in their individual conscience, what a green and healthy town they’ll live in! How about being selfish in electricity usage? Don’t you just feel much better to spare more generations in the future?

Or how bout this. You start discriminating those who finishes their homework ASAP as they get home, and always hand-in works on time – Geeks, or Smart Alecks. Soon, if some of your friends think that it’s harmless to say those things to their other friends, students in that school will have the infamous last minute mindset. Or the “HAHA, my marks lower than yours!” speeches. I feel guilty. x”(

How familiar.

If you think you’re doing something wrong but it seems harmless to other people, think again, and again.

You might just evolve the whole human race in the near future, in a bad way.

Oh! To those blog readers that blog-skip around, tagging related tags as:

“GET A REAL LIFE. Don’t look at the littlest details in life.
It’s a waste of time. Just go along with the flow! Life is like a bunch of presents which you’ll open on your journey.”

Hi! Try watching TAPS Ghost Hunters on YouTube!


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I may be a hermit crab asking his peers to walk straight.
I may be a snail with a dreamy vision that one day his species can be the best sprinter.

If anyone takes it that way,

I’m sincerely sorry.

Sunday 21 December 2008

Saturday 20 December 2008

Went & Back.

Just came back from Fishing.

Had no mood to continue anymore.

Left my dad and my fishing-maniac cousin there
to patiently wait for some bites till dawn.

Oh, and I saw a SNAKE.



How Lucky.

Thursday 18 December 2008

A thing or two. Here and there.

Facts: Today.
1. Talk to a boy/girl you like?
Girl? I Wish, Nope. Boy... Nope too.
2. Learn anything new?
What bus to take from Changi Village to home.
3. Talk to an expert?
Expert in Magazines, Yes.
4. Miss someone?
Yeah.

FACTS: Last Person Who...
1. Laid in your bed other than you?
I don't have a bed.
2. Made you cry?
The absence of my granddad.
3. Went to the movies with?
Aidil. Kung-Fu Panda. Ages ago.
And some mat thought I was Chinese. He commented on my movie food, which was the cheese pasta or smth, said it's yucky. So I talked loudly to Aidil in Malay. And he had that "Oh crap"
expression on his face.
4. Went to the mall with you?
Is PP a Mall? HAHA. Yes. Umm, Damien and Quinn. In Fact, we go to PP almost everyday for lunch.
5. Showered with?
O.o
6. Said they loved you?
Tsk. No one.

FACTS: General stuff.
1. Where's your favorite hangout?
Changi Beach.
2. What are you most scared of this second?
A sudden Bang. And I'll look out of the window and see explosions, fighter planes.
WAR.
3. Does anyone like you?
My parents. I think. Thats all.
4. Are you lonely right now?
Nope. Chatting with Damien and Aidil on MSN. Laming around and doing work at the same time.
5. Song stuck in your head right now?
The Final Countdown - Europe. Partly coz I'm listening to it. And it's kinda in my ears, which is technically at the sides of my head. So yeah, In.
6. Been on tv or radio?
Yes. Both times on the 9:30 ch5 news. Primary school back then.
7. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
LOL.
8. What color shirt do you have on now?
White. With a maroon text that states "SISTA".
9. Name three things that you do every day?
Damn, I can't think of any.
10. What's your favorite show?
Of all times? Whose line is it anyway is one of my favs.
11. Who got you to join Facebook?
Don't have one. ^^
12. Wish someone was next to you this morning when you woke up?
It's not that physically possible. Next to me is the dining table. And my family is always sleeping beside me in the hall. But if its possible, Umm, Nah, that'll be scary.
13. What website do you visit the most?
Other than my blog? Youtube.
14. Do you have plants in your room?
Nah. I hate talking to them. Coz you'll go insane.
15. Who was the last person to hug you?
My Aunt who takes care of my granddad. It was when my granddad passed away.

SECRETS. (Hm, they're not exactly secrets.)
1. What is your display name about?

//\zmi :.

--That's my name, Dude.

Personal Message?

Rubik's Cube. Or so I thought.

--Hints? January 2008.
It's deep though.


2. Where was your display picture taken?
Pasir Ris Fishing Pond
3. What's your headline mean?
O.o
4. What's your current mood?
Can't think of one. Ahh. Normal.
5. What's your most valued possession?
IC.
6. How are things in your relationship?
Nah.
7. If you could go back in time, would you?
Don't ask. Hahaha.
8. If you could be an animal for a day, what would you be?
Sabretooth tiger. Or maybe an eagle.
9. Ever had a near death experience?
Yes. In M'Sia. Almost drowned, in a supposedly "haunted' lake.
10. Who is your most recent ex?
Nah.
11. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
Nope.
12. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Face?
13.How old will you be for most of 2009?
Hmm, 15.5 years old.
14. Would you date someone 8 year older than you?
LOL. No thanks. I'll feel very intimidated, as always.
15. When was the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends in real?
What?
16. What were you doing at 4am this morning?
Hehheh.
17. What's your relationship with the person you last texted?
My cousins. Coz they saw me when I was out today.
They texted "Jgn mcm betul la, desert pun nak amek gambar. hehe."
which means, "Don't act real la, dessert also want to take picture. hehe."
Coz I was out with my friends for some food article, and i was taking some pics
of chengteng and tau huay.
18. What movie do you really want to see right now?
YES man. Can't wait.
19. Where are your siblings?
No siblings. Thank you.
20. When's the last time you cried?
27 November. My Granddad.
21. If you found out you couldn't have kids, would you adopt?
Can't really decide. Maybe, maybe not. Concentrate on career instead?
22. Do you know a secret about your ex and if he/she pisses you off will you tell?
Nah.
23. Do you want kids?
Who doesn't. It's your next generation.
24. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Talk about casual stuffs? Yeah. I hope so. Problems? Nah.
I dislike sharing them with ppl.
25. Do you believe that every thing happens for a reason?
Yes.
26. Last time you saw your parents?
My mom's playing PS2, Digimon Rumble Arena 2, behind me, in my room.
She needs to exercise her robotic pulse in her wrist, for dialysis stuff.
My dad went to work at 7.30pm.
27. Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere?
Bus 59 bus driver!
28. What were your first thoughts this morning?
Oh shit. I'm late for Media Lab.
29. Are you a jealous person?
Sometimes. Who's not?
30. The last time you slept on the floor?
Everynight. I sleep on the mattress. 10 years old of age. But clean! coz it's
washed every few months.
31. What did you have for breakfast?
Kueh Baulu Strawberry which my mom made. + Myeloh.
32. Who do you love?
Ah great! It's the world wide web.
33. Who was the last person you called?
My Dad's hp. But my mom answered coz he was sleeping.
34. What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Myeloh.
35. What is your current annoyance?
My guitar strings are so screwed! Need to buy new ones.
36. Have you ever been on a horse?
Yes. I had horse riding lessons in M'sia when I was 5. I stopped when I was 7.
Coz I go to my cousin's house, which is in M'sia, every weekend. And my uncle there had offered free horse riding lessons at *some place which i forgot* for my paternal family who wishes
to ride.
37. Do you get distracted easily?
Umm. Oh look it's question 38! I'm gonna answer that.
38. Who is the last person you cried to?
Cried to? No one.
39. Have you ever lost someone?
Yes.
40. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up?
Nope.

SO FAR IN 'O8...
1. Made a new friend?
Yes.
2. Done something you swore never to do?
?
3. Laughed until you cried?
Nope.
4. Went out behind your parents back?
Nope.
5. Met someone who changed your life?
Yeah.
6. Gotten close to someone?
Yeah.
7. Found out who your true friends were?
I'm not finding *true* friends. Friends will do.
8. Hurt emotionally or physically?
Oh yeah baby. And someone just don't know it.

Wednesday 17 December 2008

Blog Song

New blog song, updated, seconds ago.

I've been listening for quite a long time, and I personally love it.

Sweet, sweet music, if you lower down the volume instead of blasting it.

Try it! Enjoy.

At last. Some productivity.

Good news Victorians, Victoriana Issue 2* is at 90% completion.
The Design rocks the socks out of the shoes.
Thanks to the old wise Mr Damien Ho.

As usual, there'll be a Read-Eat [read it] article in that mag.
And HAHA. I'm telling you. You won't regret eating at these places.
Hint: Changi, Bedok, Bedok Reservoir.
We've only covered the one at Bedok Reservoir, so yah, 2 to go.

The Victorian? It's kinda confirmed and settled down, a bit, in terms of design
themes. So yeah, no worries.

Theme Hint: Nostalgic memories of childhood.

And as usual, me, the ulti-slacker [but sometimes when im serious, im serious],
will ask Quinn, the chief editor, "Is there anything for me to do?"
Haha. Half of the time, his reply is "no", coz we're just kinda waiting for WenHan,
the chief designer, to complete his layouts.

And a word of warning, Don't try to infiltrate our Media Lab, coz we'll go berzerk
and hunt you down like how Damien hunts people down when his specs are touched by
unauthorized individuals.

We've been kinda practicing the berzerk part in the lab itself.

Tuesday 16 December 2008

Difficult

It's difficult to help someone when they don't listen.

I bet everyone, anyone, knows that.

But are we listening? For real?


Now I know how tiring for my parents to teach me something when
my pride is too high.

Just like yours dude. Just like yours. And I can safely say it's much worse.


I'll change.

Will you?

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And Wow. Messing with the wrong peeps sure is unhealthy.
Turning a strong and positive teen like you into a .__.

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BOOZES.

New word of the day, for me. thanks Damien.

Oh it means to drink alcoholic beverages excessively or chronically.

CREDIT: dictionary.com

It's so COINCIDENTAL.

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Sorry for implying too much.

Monday 15 December 2008

Denial

I'm a spoilt young man.
Please understand.

I'm a weak young man.
Please don't hurl any harsh words towards me.


But.


Can't we just change, since we're the one at fault?
Rather than asking hundreds to change for us.

Friday 12 December 2008

Season Finale

The Antlantic Paranormal Society a.k.a. TAPS, Ghost Hunters.

Season 4 has ended.

And I have to freaking wait for the next season.

F.

Thursday 11 December 2008

Teeny Tweeny Update

Fell in love with The Beatles after my cousin played a few songs on guitar.

Lent Damien Ace Combat Zero: The Belkan War.

Tried Maple Private Server, which cleansed my mind from the real maple.
Yay, Finally. No more objectives. Means no more interest.

Just now, when i was returning home from school, i took 63 instead of 60.
Haha. Ultimate Carelessness. Was thinking of... Haha. Nevermind.

Monday 8 December 2008

What they always say about the Big Picture

People may say this everytime.

Always look at the big picture coz you'll get too confused with the small ones.

Well, looking at the big picture is as good as wasting time.
Small ones make the big one.

If we can look into those small things and analyze them closely, good for us.

Please take a look at the video to get the abstract meaning of this post.

Especially the ending.




I said please.

Sunday 7 December 2008

And I had it again

Yep, Last night.
I had that dream again.
I wonder if I'm gonna get it tonight.
Wait, nope, that's not possible..

I'm gonna watch Man Utd match at a coffeeshop with my Dad and cousin till 4am!

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To tell you the truth, I don't really like to post a continuation of my prev post.
People might think I'm pure crazy or just pure 'outdated' in that field.
You know, the "O.o" expression.

Although I can view things differently, and write it down here,
with nothing in my way, I don't think I want to share those dreams.

Well not here at least.

And no, they're not sick.


I personally believe that blogs are portraits of yourself.
And saying things that might cause disrespect to yourself is as bad as
standing up in class for the wrong reasons. There are so many ways to
view blog owners' personalities and ways of thinking.

I've learnt from that.
It's my mistake.

Try browsing through my archives.

[gosh, I was blog-surfing as i type, and I noticed that someone wrote a similar post as
mine. I shall stop here for now]

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Oh, and I hate sweeping statements. Who doesn't?
But there are those who hate them but don't realize that they're using them.

Well, it could be anyone.
Even me, I don't know.
But I'll constantly remind myself.

Could anyone aid me in reminding too? Just spurt it out. Feel free to do so.
I'll thank you for that.


I'll quote this from one of my primary school friend:

"I view it as this way. You're climbing a wall, and you do need the support of
belayers. The rope attached to you, musn't be slacked. It's both the climber's
and the belayers' responsibility to watch out for that.

I view advice as those constant jerks that you'll have when the rope is being pulled.
A reminder, that you're safe, and on track. When there is less reprimand or advice given to you,
it's as bad as a slacked rope. Yuup, It sure is bad."


When an advice is given to us, lower down our pride's walls.
Let it through, and use our filters. It'll help us.

Saturday 6 December 2008

Dreams

I think my head is playing around with my mind at night.
Controlling my emotions. My reaction.
And it is a wonder to see that you can actually learn something in your dreams.
Well, maybe not for some of you, but it certainly is for me.

When I was around 7-8 years old, I was crazy with Dragonball/Z/GT Sagas.
Every night before going to sleep, I will childishly imagine that I'm one of the
superheroes flying around, playing around with my powers, saving people, blabla.
And I will dream about that in my sleep.

It didn't happen for that day only. For a few consecutive weeks, I've been having
those type of dreams.

Then, I made a hypothesis. [chey, science seh xD]

Whatever thinks I think about before going to sleep, I'm dream about it.
Well, most of the time, unless I'm too tired to move work out my neurons.

And I tried again, and again. It worked.

[This is not fiction nor non-fiction, It's just me and my own world xD]
[no skeptics nor believers are required too]

Haha.

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Control is a blessing given to you.
So why don't you use it for good use?

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Slowly and steadily, as I grew older, the types of dreams started to change.
From cartoons, to scenic nature views, GAMES, and upcoming events or
exams. It can be a life saver and also a way to relax your mind while you're
sleeping!

Hey, we must learn how to multi-task efficiently in this fast-paced world. xD

A month ago, there was the GCE MT O's paper.
And a week or so before the paper, I constantly had dreams about the paper.

Dreamt of arriving late, got caught for cheating, left a lot of questions blank,
and whatnots. So it kinda made me prepare myself and gushed adrenaline into me.

Kinda. Hah.

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However, what striked me most was the dreams that came to me, since last week.
And it's all different from what I've been experiencing so far.
I didn't have the slightest thought about of it, but it kept coming back.

_will update tmrw

(: Cheers for now.

Tuesday 2 December 2008

Ace Combat

Heat seeking missiles.
Tactical maneuvers.

Studying aircrafts' strengths and weaknesses.
Performing J-turns, Cobra-turns.
Gaining air superiority.

Dramatic battles.
Breath-taking actions.

What a game.

I'm back with my PS2.
[which is less addictive than my pc]


Sunday 30 November 2008

A little something for everyone



I'm not asking much;
Just 4mins of your life.

Blessing in disguise

No more walks in the wood.
The trees have all been cut down.
And where once they stood.
Not even a wagon rut appears along the path.


But it's still best to view things at its bright side.

xD

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Guitar Hero.
But no mood to play.

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Don't think I can go to school for the whole of next week.

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Received the "Courts Christmas Sale" mag.

Great PCs and Laptops at great Prices.

But no moolahs.

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Q,D - I wanna go to Sungei Buloh again..

Thursday 27 November 2008

Absence

27th November 2008

I've lost a part of my childhood and pride.

He's the one who has shaped me to who I am today.

I'm just keeping it low.


InalillahWainalillahira’jiun.

Tuesday 25 November 2008

Pictures First - Sorry

I was planning to write a thousand words but, here are the pictures instead!

Hahhahahahahaa. I just woke myself up with that one.

Click on the Pic if you want to take a closer look


Note: Not in chronological order


We were above the sea and a sea of clouds.


My 'spelling' roommates x)

My China Class!

Me, David [my buddy], Weng Lok [at my buddy's condo]

One of the nicest family I've ever met in my life.



STANDARD CHINA PEOPLE PHOTO POS. l"\/"l
The welcome and farewell ceremony was a karaoke party!
I hate singing out loud [SOL]


Our last pic with them. ="{


On the river cruise



Me and Quinn at Huang Fei Hong

VS peeps at Goddess of Mercy Temple
The sword impulse users.

Damien Ho Yu Ki Yi Kai [no hard feelings xD]

There were signs beside the stairs and carvings.
They stated: "Please Don't Squash"

Friendships were created and strengthened.
Memories were forged and remembered.

d(^_^)b


Credits to [mostly] Quinn and a few pics by me.

And FEASH. My memory cards had some screw ups and couldn't display 50% of
the pics I took!

FUG.

But don't worry.. I'll upload a hundred more pics. Soon.

Apology

I tried to post about the China Trip but bigger things are in my way.

My Grandpa's not doing too well in the hosp.

Okay I'm off for media club [which i really really suck at]

So long...

Sunday 23 November 2008

Quiz first. China Trip post later k? k. ;)

[edit]

Tagged by Hamzah and Lin Chun of 3D!
rules and regulations:
-people who were tagged, need to blog about their own 10 weird habits/little facts as well as state the rules clearly.
at the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
-NO TAGS BACK pls
10 weird
things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
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1. I swear I have something against new/modern songs and music.
[hatred, grr]


2. I have 3 different types of behaviour
[1 at home, 1 in school, 1 in the public]

3. I don't really like to mingle with mats or matswannabes
[No! Don't take off my cap or else I'll... DUURHGHH]

4. I'm kinda shy. Wait no. I'm really shy. As in with girls only.
[yes, yes, yes. I know xD]


5. I'm an all-rounder with games! As in seriously, try me.
[10 different kinda games with me & total up the scores =X ]
[sorry in advance if i hurt anyone with this statement]

6. I'll be frank with this.. I can't tolerate stupid behaviours of @#$% ppl
[If I'd done those things, I feel like literally killing myself]

7. I'm afraid of ghosts, but only when I'm alone
[But I love night walks! x)]

8. I literally bleed at night. But rarely of course.
[nose bleed :( ]

9. I'M PROUD TO HAVE THE SUCKIEST PC
[as compared to other friends of mine]

10.I love TOMYUM SOUP
[It's more than just TomYam Soup. Well, most of the times]

the lucky ones.
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

It's all yours. Just use your imagination.

TAG REPLIES

zb: I bought you the guitar hero world tour set. But I lost it ah there. Someone
robbed me. Sorry ah. =(

freak: The food for Muslims is damn healthy! Haha. Veggies!

nazri: Yeah! I have some problem with forgetting stuffs [it's bad at certain times!]

hmz: Yup, done!

Huda: Relinked!

linchun: Done!

yiqi: Wait, agree to which part? xD

wiz: So fast know know abt MLMP? Yeah, unluckily..

Damien: I think I didn't state the 'rules' clearly. Lemme change. xD

Saturday 22 November 2008

I knocked on heaven's door

I didn't feel like leaving.

I won't be able to forget those precious moments.

Words can never be used to describe them.

And I'm sure that last/this year's VS/Nanhai Zhi Xing batch*** of peeps will agree with me.

Will update soon! (tomorrow?)

Nite.

Sunday 16 November 2008

So far so good

I can't wait no longer.
This is gonna be my 3rd time taking a plane!

SIA.

What can be better?

Games Galore.

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Was kinda doubtful and worried abt the food there.
But not anymore. Haha.

Thnx Ziyad. Tsj. xD

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Perth Trip _ 2003

I'm still able to recall this unforgettable trip.

Got nominated by my P4 form teacher, Mr Osman.
It was kinda random I think. He judged us by how we behave in the IT lab.

I'm a damn good actor. xD

This Perth Trip was held during the EOY hols.

And as usual.. Last minute packing. Suspense. Pack, Pack, Pack. The flight was
in the evening. Went to Airport. Said good bye. And left! I was so kiasu/kanchong/jakon
in the SQ plane.

When the plane started moving, I was damn scared. It shook so vigorously lah!
Then after take off, I played Pokemon Crystal and Mario via the emulator.
Funfun. And SIA food is awesome! Can't wait for it tmrw.

Landed. It was 11pm in aussie time [a few hours diff from SG time]. Took a freakin' long
bus ride to the Hotel in the heart of the city. It Is Freaking Peaceful there.
There's like no nightlife or wadsoeva la. No cars O.O. The road looked clean like crazy.
And yeah, after checking in.. Slept. My roommate was Iskandar.

The next day.. I realized that Aussie's dawn is at fetching 4+am!!

We took a bus ride to some high hill place. We were introduced to the bus/tour guide [I really miss that guy, coz he's damn friendly]. We could see everything from the hill. It was sunshine but ITS FREEZING COLD. But, be careful my friend.. Coz the UV rays of the Aussie Sun can cause skin cancer. It's that bad =o.

Went to some tower. I forgot abt this part. Kinda mundane i guess.
T.o.w.e.r. =.=

BlaBlaBla.

Went to Macs. Ate McChicken for the first time there! =D
Went to the Market. It's damn clean.

And I realized.. Dusk is at fetching 8pm!!

[I wonder what can the aussie's office hour be] xD

Called it a day, and dozed off. Oo! I played my Gameboy Colour on that night!
Aaah.. Good ol' Pokemon days...

The next day..

Had breakfast at one of my relatives' restaraunt! HOW COOL CAN THAT BE LAAH.
Ate the famous nasi lemak. Waved goodbye to them. Then, took the bus, watched Shrek along the way. Then we went to some nature park thingy.

And that's when I fell in love with Mother Nature.

And I clearly remembered a part when we had to take this bridge.
It's super shaky and high. What's more? There's a river down below.

Had lunch. Macs! Then, chased some kangaroos. xD Learnt something abt the trees there.
I forgot about it, sadly. =( Then we went to a school. And you know how they study there??

Teacher:"So what da'ya' wanna study today maites'?"
Students:"Stars!"

Like funfair.

The next day... Said goodbye to the hotel, coz we were going to the countryside!
The whole bus trip was 3 hours. And we took the famous long-deserted roads,
like the ones in cowboy movies in California. [O.o]

Stopped at a petrol kiosk. Played with Ostriches! They're so cuddly.
I wish I could scan the pics now, but, time is against me. =(

Continued our trip. Reached the farm-like place. The whole place is freaking GREEN.
Crops, Trees, Animals! Ate fresh Raspberries, Strawberries. Took a ride on a farmlike
vehicle [I don't rmbr it's name]. Said hi to cows. And they mooo-ed back! xD

For lunch we ate Spaghetti! [and fyi, all the food there were halal certified.] The farm
had chalets-like buildings for us to stay in. AND THE THING I WILL NEVER
EVER EVER FORGET IS THE TRAMPOLINE. Somersaulted here and there.
AND.. One of the girls tried to do a somersault, but she ended up in a bush near a tree!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. I'm so bad.

Night time. We went for star gazing. Learnt astronomy there. It was damn fun.
And someone fell inside the pond.

THE DUCKS WENT CRAZY! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

And the next day.. We played Boomerangs for a while. Watched the aussie pros did it.
Damn cool. It returned to their own fetching hands.

And at night, we waved goodbye to Australia. Quite sad lah of coz.
End of Perth Trip.
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There's a Bangkok Trip which I went for in P6.

Me, Aidil, Nazri and Zikry won 1st runner-up for some National Flash E-card Comp.

xD

Due to time shortage *checks time.. 11.31?? holycow* I'm not gona spend much time
talking abt this trip. =P

The only fond memories I had for that trip was the Shopping! It's super super
crazy shopping fever there. CHEAP STUFFS! And I was damn hyper to try
the TomYum there. But, it disappointed me. Not spicy at all. So weird. >_>

And I love the breakfast in the hotel. Super buffet. Endless Fooooood Consumption.

Yeah, that's all I have to say for this trip. =(

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Well.

I'm hoping for a safe trip to China and back.

And I'll try my best to buy souveniors for my friends okay?

Thanks to all well-wishers. ^_^

Saturday 15 November 2008

System overload

So many things happened a few days ago.
Making long story short.

Thursday-Friday

Got a call from Shervin in the morn. Asked if I could join them with their post-O's bbq.
Said no. Coz my mom was ill and my dad had morning shift.

Then at 11pm, tby called me. Invited me there. And I went. Haha.

AND THEN FROM THAT VERY MOMENT, we didn't sleep for 35 hours.

we as in tby, damien and quinn.

PSPed for 3 hours.
[sword impulse rox!]
Played 2v2 Gundam.
We were like "ohshitohshit. don't die... YyyyyyEEES! *Hi-5*"

Dotaed for 1 hour.

Played catching by the beach.
Ahh. Good times back then.

At 4, went for breakfast at Macs.

At 7, walked to school. We were half-asleep. Ok wait I'm lying. 3/4 asleep.
Banged to stuffs. Yeah.

Slept in pb. for a few minutes? At one point of time, Quinn slapped me real hard,
asking me to wake up. And I went "Eh!" and then I went to sleep as though nothing
happened. And I didn't know that he slapped me real hard until he told me so. yea.

At 6, joined the Veloci-T gang with Shervin for BKs. They shared their experience with me.
Sounded super fun.

omgimtypinginshortsentences.

Went home.

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Oh yah. Yesterday. I got a free guitar! It was damn random.

The one on the right.

Jodoh katekan.

Wanna know how I got this guitar? Ask me. Coz I lazy to type. Sorry.
The whole thingy is kinda long and leceh to say in text.

Whythefetch am I so informal in this blog post? Shit.

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ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

I'm going off to China on Monday. 6am. Will be back on Sat.

InsyaAllah.

=)

Say hi to China Ghosts. Coz TAPS member is here!

And there will be perma-aircon. I think.

But one thing for sure is that I'm gona stuff "I shot the sheriff song" in my ear there.

And oo! Soccer in air-con.

Yeah.

Wish me luck.

Will update proper stuffs later.

Wednesday 12 November 2008

And there we go again.

I really can't stand it anymore.

Keep disconnecting from my games.
Can you image all the people, living life in peace that?!

256mb RAM.
1.53GHz Processor.
AMD Athlon XP 1800

I love my PC.

It's asking me to stop wasting my times with games.
Slowly, but surely.

Haiz. Need to wait for my friends to end the match.

Monday 10 November 2008

Tried to help. Won't listen.

Haiz.

Think about this.

*start thinking now*

You got feedbacks from schoolmates about this/these
guy/girl/guys/girls/teacher/teachers.

You promised them that you'll try to help in improving the situation.
You have been spending nights thinking about his/her/their actions.
You have been penning down suggestions for him/her/them to see.
You have once blown your head off thanks to him/her/them.

Yet, nothing's working.

This clearly shows the strength of influences.

Can't be helped.


And there are still the supposed 'good' ones around/among him/her/them.
Help? Sorry, nothing doing.

We didn't see any change.


What will you do next?
How will you feel?

Take note that they're kinda close to you too.

*thinking stops*

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Just a cheap advice here.

Most of the time, your parents are the ones you should listen to.
Friends can just leave you down the drain, anytime, anywhere.
The power of influence[friends] can change your mindset, in a split second.
So don't disappoint your parents by not listening to them!
You'll be a victim if you do so.

This is just and advice. Take them if you want to.


KOKAinstantnoodlesTOMYUMflavour time!

Friday 7 November 2008

double-u. oh. are. dee. ess.

Imagine.

sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry

I copied and pasted them.

Sincerity? =]

Nah, just random thoughts in my mind after blog hopping, or isit skipping? hahahah.

Don't care, don't know, don't ask.
xD

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Hmm, oh! I haven't finish watching the TAPS Ghost Hunters vids on youtube!
Here. I'll show you one, which freaked me out.





It's Live.

Monday 3 November 2008

Deeeeeesperado. why don't you come to your senses?

Yeap. Why don't we come to our senses before it's too late.


ANYWAAYY..


MT O levels paper is around the corner! 2 days time!

Which reminds me of the emotional final F1 race of the season yesterday!
Massa won 1st at his homeground circuit. But hamilton juuuuuust have to beat a car around
the last corner, to get 5th. AND to get a 1 point lead over Massa which gave him the driver's championship title.

Haiz, why Massa so unfortunate.

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I seriously don't know what to post now. Let me see.

OH!

The sky outside my window is so blue!

Let me spend some quality time with it.

Saturday 1 November 2008

Green. Greener. & Stop - Red.

Damn it. I realize that I've lost control of myself - discipline and sensibility wise.

I think I've been too self-obsessed till I'm not aware of my wrong doings.
Or maybe I'm aware, but was just too lazy to react.

My mind will say Naah.
My mouth will say Nope.

There's a big difference. :]

Wise men tell us to learn from our mistakes, and from others' too.
Well for me, I've been watching others. And not feeling myself.

It's time once again.

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You're a leaf.

On a branch.

On a tree.

You're drying out really quickly.

Blame the sun.

Blame the rain.

No.

Blame your stomata for not opening up wide enough?

No.


No?


Hey,

You can't control the sun and rain.

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Guilt.

I wonder.


And I wonder if there's anyone that will just click the 'x' button after this.

Friday 31 October 2008

Happy Halloweens!

HAPPY HALLOWEENS!

and WOOh! tonight will be the night [that i'll fall for you] that the TAPS Ghost Hunters are gonna hunt for ghosts or debunk certain stuffs /etc... LIVE! Too bad Singapore doesn't take Sci-Fi Channel. Or does it? Anyway, I'm gona follow them closely via their website. Live screening! What can be better! and the best part is you can 'ping' on the spot when you see something on camera that they missed.

For sceptics on ghost stuffs..

Don't think that fries are just potatoes. They're oil and salts too.

Kna' wha' a'im sayain'.


Waiting for 8pm to play my daily online game with my friends.
And I feel like writing a lot today. Oh wells, I'll think about it when I'm enjoying my 'false entertainments'.

Wednesday 29 October 2008

Oh. She's buyin' a stairway to...

Theres a lady whos sure
All that glitters is gold
And shes buying a stairway to heaven flickering lights
When she gets there she knows
If the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.
Ooh, ooh, and shes buying a stairway to heaven flickering lights.

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Okay, that's kinda random-related to an incident which me and ziyad experienced yesterday.


Thanks zb for the greeeeaaat time at the staircase.


wth lah. sickos.


don't ask me, ask him.
I'm a bad storyteller mind you.


xD

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Great. I'm losing my old blogging style again.
Which may be bad. to me at least.
Damn, and I'm doing the heyIdidthisat4pmanddidthatat5pm kinda post.
Which is bad. to me at least.

Don't get me wrong.


MT o's next wednesday. Study!?? [hah~ ? dominates !] xD
[if u didn't get that, nvm.]

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MT homework.

Sunday 26 October 2008

Really? Oh Sure..

I realized.

Too busy scoping the minute details will indeed make me lose the bigger scenes.
Scrutinizing every bit of information till I'm at risk in losing the key aspect of my character.
Arrows do pierce someone if they're spammed excessively. Similarly, peppers will spoil the whole dish if its too much.

Sense of control. Nope, not self-control. But more to control of my sensibility.

It's different.



A spilled cup of coffee can't be attained back. Just be a lil' extra careful next time.
But then again, different people have different perceptions. I'll see how it goes.

In the meantime, I'll set up sentry wards to give me true sight, just in case. xD

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I've been playing my ___ off lately. Damn, I feel guilty.
No, not talking about any academic related topics here.

It's about the rising electricity charges.

Damn the rates.




Hey it's Sunday already.

Thursday 23 October 2008

fairytale-LIKE Ending?

I hope not.

Coz reality is what we're facing in our lives.

Don't expect things to go very smoothly for you.

And having a non-realistic mind can badly influence you to influence yourself.

And that's Bad.

=0

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Yay.


I received my report card. I'm kinda satisfied with my marks la.

But the marks on the report card didn't turn out to be the ones that made my day. In fact, it may not be for only a day, but throughout the years of my life.


It was the teacher's comments.


I read it once. Then, twice. I realized something was different about them this time. Apart from praisingdastudentskindacomments [which is a must for teachers to write, i think xD], I sensed that the entire chunk of words are really real, and truly true indeed. Hey, I know myself.


Nope, it's not about asking me to work harder or wtsoeva.


It's more than what you think it is.
I can bet you on this.



The last sentence affected me the most, that's for sure.

And it's due to the sight of 'Victoria School' in it.


Thank you sir, if you're reading this. Which I highly doubt so. x)


Too bad my parents can't understand them.
And no, I'm not the type of guy that likes to talk about my school life
with my parents.

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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.


It's the feckishing last day of our SECONDARY THREE LIFE.

WTHEEECK.

And to be honest with you, I'll remember this year.

It's the year of that changed many, including me.



I felt that Secondary 1 life was the best year for me. [STRESS-FREE!!!!!!!! =D]

And I felt that this year, was the year that had set the life-tone right for me.
Which is just as important as being joyous as in Sec 1. If not, more.

Thank You.

I'll let you decide for yourselves, who's the 'You' I'm talking about.
After which, you're free to welcome my appreciation. xD




Anyways, I ended on a high today.
There was a competitive Cross Country Run at East Coast to gather points for our respective houses.

It was DAMMMNN fun ah. Playing emotional tricks and psychological games with our competitors and ourselves when running the 3.x km route.

Me, Damien, Endy and Ziyad, initially planned to stick together.
And WE DID!!

But, not for long.Separated at the 2nd last part. xD xD xD hahahaha


AND SOMEONE SO PRO SEH. GET A BADLUCK/COOL POS. NUMBER.

ttsskk.

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And I'm up for LAME JOKES! Thanks to those who made
me (=_="') today.

Challenge yourself and don't give up easily as it isn't fun to get the answers just like that!


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Why did the boy throw his watch into the trash bin?




He wanted to waste time.

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Why do skeletons not dare to cross the road?




Because they have no balls
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Why is superman's shirt so tight?




Because he's wearing an "S"
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Why is vivo city so big?




Because got giant
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If this :

------------------>>>

Is superman,

What is this?

<<<------------------- Ans:Superman returns!




One day, Batman and Superman had a race. In the end, Superman won. How come?




Because when batman begins,Superman returns.
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And this is a must-watch video. Good to have someone beside you so that you can laugh
out loud together. It's a parody. If you don't get them, get them. xD






And these two videos are Lamer.




Monday 20 October 2008

Hey PASSION. =)

Moody post?

*points at previous post*


Hahaha. Fine.
I would say that my marks is 'ok lah' kinda standard. =(

Which is kinda bad.
Not up to expectations tho.

To be frank with you,
I'm actually quite satisfied with my marks.
Weird. I have no idea why.
And THAT is worse.


But, I'm trying hard to swallow the guilt.
Place it aside, so I'll not be affected by it anymore.

Hope you'll know what kinda guilt I'm talking about. xD


I'm gonna study really hard during this holidays.. O levels is approaching in a years time.
A year! A freaking Year! And dude, you haven't perfecto your Sec 3 Syllabus! What is wrong with you?! Play games sumore! Play Play Play. That's all you know. Studying is more worth it right?! So.. I'm gonna study and mugmugmugpractisepractisepractise all day to improve.



Bull.


I have to find a new motivation. xD
A better way to have the upper hand over oneself.


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Animation.

How animated are you?

How animated are your reactions?

Too much? Too little? Normal?

What does it do? -To you, and the others.

Hrmm.

Sunday 19 October 2008

Afraid of the dark?

Tomorrow will be my 'dead-day'.

Returning of scripts.

Not confident with Amaths, Bio, Physics. (B3-C6?) (Am d7 --..--)

Super worried about English.

Coz english is the only obstacle that stands between me and the sec 4 life. x(

Fail english = Retain. Gosh.



Well, what's done is done. I can't change them.
Guess I'll just have to work harder, and be more disciplined and focused.

=(


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And Holy Shit, I'm addicted to the Kingdom Hearts 2 (Passion) Song

[take a look at my previous post. ty.]


And I think my addiction for Kingdom Hearts is back again!
[like I'm not addicted to any games like that =,-]
Luckily my kh2 cd is faulty now.


How bad you may ask?
Is 16 hours of kh2 bad? =o

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Expect a sad/moody post tomorrow.

lololol.


Farewell.

Saturday 18 October 2008

You havta' hear them

For Titanic Fans..





For Pokemon Fans..





For Queen Fans..





For Kingdom Hearts Fans..





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This guy is wicked awesome.

Friday 17 October 2008

The Future

Had HML [MT format] mock exam.

& I was sleep-writing!


Hahahhaa. Kidding.

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And earlier this morning, Ms Lau, my Amaths teacher approached me, like she always did,
and said, like she always said..



"Can I strangle you?! I had to mark your paper! And..
Ah!! Can I strangle you?!"



Thats what she said to me.

And have always been saying that to me. Since May.

Since I start screwing up for my Amaths.

My friends usually said that Amaths is easier than Emaths?

But I don't think so manss. x(

And now, I'm suffering from a serious illness.

Which is the..

"you know you have failed, but you haven't get the papers back yet" disease.



"Eh, Ms Lau said that only a few of our classmates passed A Maths. And some
even get 20-30" -Syakir xD


Aaaaaaaaahh.. Why must you say that to me? I'll have some scary weird nightmares
about sharp papers cutting my skin again. Wtheck. =X



I've explained to my parents, that I've failed my Amaths. Explained nicely tho.
And they said, okay nvm. Try harder next time okay. All they want to know is my A1
for Amaths in Os.

But this is bad. Consistency wins the game here, i think.


Someone, talk to me. I feel, weird and different today.

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I knew The Future.


But I knew it too late.

Thursday 16 October 2008

What!!??

Something's really wrong with my blog's background.

Will do something about it, shortly.

Wednesday 15 October 2008

Don't read if you're easily irritated by randomness

I changed my pm to "shaaghww, it's so gnarly duude".

and this happened.



(7:47 PM) Damien:
LOL nice pm

(7:47 PM) Damien:
GNARLYY

(7:47 PM) Damien:
I'm so going to overuse that word!

(7:50 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
haha

(7:50 PM) Damien:
GNARRRRLEHHH

(7:51 PM) Damien:
if you'd excuse me, I'm going to practiseee

(7:51 PM) Damien:
IM me I have 2 monitors

(7:51 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
o.o

(7:51 PM) Damien:
LOL.
(7:51 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
GNARLY (tm)

(7:52 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
hAH

(7:52 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
coprytighted

(7:52 PM) Damien:
GNARLEHH!

(7:52 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
copyrighted

(7:52 PM) Damien has changed his/her status to Busy
(7:52 PM) Damien has changed his/her status to Online

(7:52 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
nO

(7:52 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
NO

(7:52 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
NO

(7:52 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
NO

(7:52 PM) Damien:
hah/1

(7:52 PM) Damien:
gnarlehh copywrite!

(7:52 PM) Damien:
YAY!

(7:52 PM) Damien:
I GOT GNARLEH!

(7:52 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
o.o

(7:52 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
copywrite?

(7:52 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
hah

(7:52 PM) Damien:
copyright?!

(7:52 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
wribg

(7:52 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:

(7:52 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
MINE!

(7:52 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
too late

(7:53 PM) Damien:
gnarleh copyright

(7:53 PM) Damien:
haha

(7:53 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
i said it earlier!

(7:53 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
haha

(7:53 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
cant

(7:53 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
+PPPPPPPPPPPPP

(7:53 PM) Damien:
no you didn't!

(7:53 PM) Damien:
I didn't see

(7:53 PM) Damien:
so you didn't

(7:53 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
scroll upwards

(7:53 PM) Damien:
haha

(7:53 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
haha

(7:53 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
yes!

(7:53 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
woo i got it!@

(7:53 PM) Damien:
I didn't get the memo!

(7:53 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
yeah

(7:53 PM) Damien:
ZZ

(7:53 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
WOO

(7:53 PM) Damien:
FINE. GNARLEHHH (copyright)

(7:53 PM) Damien:
HAH!

(7:53 PM) Damien:
I got the one with a double H!

(7:53 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
eh your friend online!

(7:53 PM) Damien:
WHICH IS BETTER THAN ONE H!

(7:53 PM) //\Zll\\/li.:
ahaha

(7:54 PM) Damien:
LOL.



Fighting over for a word so we won't be posers is so 'in' nowadays maaanzz.

=.=


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and check out YKHDamien's blog. [link there >>]
for another boliao convo.



Survival

We need some inspiration.

Regardless of the reasons.






Haha, nice old song. =]


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It's interesting to watch people drama-mama with themselves.
In other words, Ee. Am. Oh.


Not forgetting; funny.


xD

Monday 13 October 2008

Nostalgia!

Just like the old days. (check out my May Archives for a similar post like this!)

HAHA.

AEP. It's my only hope for a better humans grade.

The actual drawing and painting exam is tmrw.

And here we are doing our boards! I bet that not even one aep-ian
has FULLY completed his board laa.

..

Okay fine, 1 or 2.

Hey, don't look down or underestimate the power of last minute kay.
Okay, maybe not last minute, but last hours.

And 6 hours are enough for you to complete the boards.
(we're given 2weeks to do our development boards. 2 weeks. =( )

When you're doing last minute hours work, you KNOW that you must complete it, and you are
really focused in completing it. It's really like that for me though.

BUT, do not try this at home, or anywhere, at anytime, without professionals guiding you.


Wtheck, I'm so bad. "Glad you know."

Wtheck, I'm talking to myself.

Wtheck, I'm procrastinating by doing this random post.


Stop Azmi. Go do your boards.

*nods*

Sunday 12 October 2008

Gush of Negative Adrenaline

This morning, I checked my exam timetable.
It read..


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14/10/08- - -HigherArt(Drawing & Painting)- - - 3 hours- - -Art Project Room
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So I jumped in excitement xD
coz i don't have to prepare my development boards.
And spent the whole afternoon playing, as usual =(



At 8.30pm today, on msn,




//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
please don't tell me you're doing aep
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
yes i am
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
oh wait sori
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
!!!!!!!!!!
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
no
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
!!!????????????
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
then what you doing?
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
aep
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
?
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
sumpah
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
nape?
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
u finsd?
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
or.... the usual?
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
you seriously doing?
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
aep on tues right?
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
nope
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
tmr



I freaked out.
& frantically began searching for drawing papers, colouring mediums, etc.
(I actually clicked open the soft copy of the exam TT, but as usual,
my PC (256 RAM) took sooo long to open it, so i hecked it.)



2mins later.




/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
EH
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
EH!!
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
OMG
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
OI
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
ITS ON TUESDAY!!!
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
HAHAHA
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
**** LA
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
ok
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
make me scared
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
HAHA
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
i oni realisd tt now
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
serious
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
seriouseriouseriouserious
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
walao
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
i swear my heartbeat rate increased like crazy
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
thanks ah
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
yes
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
i released adernaline into u
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
xD
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
ah wells
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
started orewddy
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
how much?
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
mite as well continue
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
rite?
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
YAh
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
nt much
/\\ || |)) || ||_ says:
oni one page
//\Zll\\/li - seasons says:
lols


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What the Heckkk!

(hey the what the heck sounds like the one from a member of TAPS ghost hunters, Grant.)



Cool.

Friday 10 October 2008

No goodbyes, Please.

I'll keep this post a short one.

Today's the final day for the Victorians of class 2008.


Every single greeting of a "hello" will be ended off with a "goodbye".

Sweeping statement.

Scrutinize every single word below, and you'll understand.


VICTORIA SCHOOL

Nil sine labore.
We felt but did not grasp
That truth, until the years.
The changing age confirmed severely:
Nothing without labour,
Nothing is for free.

You grew us well,
Mother of our youth,
Gave grave to toughness,
Tuned mind and feeling.
Our teachers scolded out of love.
We loved them with the fevour
That only mischief has.

We learnt quarrelled laughed,
Little enemies, great friends
In classroom lab assembly
Below the arches of the Hall.
Upon the tower built by Amin
Bock Hai and their scouting gang.

We shared ourselves, so
Found ourselves: Henry Aziz Boey
Soon Khiang Beng Keng Peter Poh
Guan Noordin Eric Heng Goe
Dhanabalan Teo Yong Chua Seng,
Among the intricacies of calculus,
Adverbial phrase, The Rover,
There was the steadying of the eye
As a though struck deep with beauty,
Or growing symmetry, sudden revelation
We did not feel the day go by

The faces appear each year
Along the corridors to labour, love,
Learn, They too will know
That here our better youth was spent,
That what we are was seeded then.

We do not return to you, mother,
Because we never really left.


Professor Edwin Thumboo
VS 1948 - 1953



I'm not making this post a sad one though. Coz I, myself, can't take the heat. xD

I wonder how will I be on the 10th October 2009.




To all Sec 4s:

You have certainly played a great role in my life, your juniors' lives.
Enjoying yourselves in your work and always making things look so easy. xD
(They love to keep their problems to themselves, so that their juniors will not have to
worry about anything. Right? =D )


What is a world without seniors to guide you?

You have shown me a clear pathway as seniors in Victoria School.
And I hope you'll stick with that route too, always.

'O's.

One Goal.
One Final Goal.

Let's play your part, for the last time, as a student, in keeping her flag unfurled.


And,


Please, No goodbyes.


Please.

Tuesday 7 October 2008

Oblivion Swords

If you're not at the extreme end of something, don't announce it to the whole world.

You've understood them.
Or so I thought.
Yet you're oblivious to what you complain about.
Those innocent-looking words.
So common, yet so hurtful for some to take it.
And if you've read my previous post, you'll know who's the some.

The best part is, you don't know what you're doing.

Careful there. Fooling oneself is as foolish as the bearer.

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Eidulfitri.

People visits the ones they know, to tighten the familial and friendship bonds.
Help your parents if you have to.

Tired of serving and talking to them?

Then, don't bother putting a fake smile, or whatever you call it.

It's pointless.

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I haven't been blogging about exams lately. =S

So far, okay lah.



Just now in bus 55, i slept.

and overslept.

and found myself somewhere near Hougang (=.=")

Wasted an hour or so to make my way back.
I could have used that one hour efficiently for a greater purpose.

Right tby and d? xD

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Nooouuu, chemistry tmrw.. Oh wells.

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Not everyone was there though.
We were early. =S

Saturday 4 October 2008

Seasons

Change.

A good thing?

Nah. Bad?

You choose.




Hey, wait.



That means some of us will still be with our impatient and annoying behavior right?
Everyone has their negative side. But how "bad" are you?

It counts.

It separates the good from the better ones.

So wake up and stop listing to the world what bad things we have.

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Aren't you glad to live healthily. A Normal life? Limbs working, moolahs in your pocket.

Why complain?

Careful there. Don't be a spoilt brat.


Not born as a smart child?

(vs)
Most of us did well for PSLE. And we entered this school.
Now, we're ceaselessly complaining that we are not gifted, not smart.
(/vs)


"I'm born stupid you see"

"They're so smart. What to do. Aiyah, they got tuition."

"I'm just a poor boy, suffering from this unreal illusion, which is dragging me away
from getting my As. No matter how much effort i put in, it won't show up."


BLABLABLA.

But hey, don't tell me your PSLE was a fluke.



Oh? oh. I'm sorry. Just a gust of annoyance through my brain.
Just a simple tip though, maybe you're aware about this, maybe you don't.

It's not about how much you've studied. It's about how much you've understand.


Prove me wrong, please.

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We have this mentality of instantly hating someone when we disagree.
But come on, most of us still know what's wrong and what's right, right?

And what is right, and what's more right.

Stop hallucinating that what you do is the best every time.
We are never perfect.

Who's near perfect and who's further?
You decide, but this time, leave your mirrors behind.

If you keep looking at it, you'll soon adapt to what you do.

Habits. They're bad, mind you.

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If you know somehow that you're falling into a cunning trap, and you still
move towards it, HAHAHAHAHA.

Nonsense.

Don't tell me it's because of peer pressure. It's just bad influence.
Sometimes we're oblivious with what we do, when there are a lot of close friends
with us. Maybe they're so familiar with us that we start to show our other side?

Haha. Smart. Pretending to be a good person in front of strangers,
and act silly with our friends.

People, public, other friends of ours, are watching us every time, mind you.


It hurts to see those whom we know, making a 'w.t.h.' kind of irresponsible actions.

"Rules are meant to be broken."

Haha. You made me smile.

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Close one eye.

Close both.

And there you have it, an irresponsible individual with responsibilities.
Think you're joining a one minute of fame contest?

It's more than just a minute, and it's not for showcasing purposes, I tell you.

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Person A: Hey Person B, why don't you buy this pen? You lost yours right?
Person B: Sorry, I don't have any money. I'm poor.

Person A scrutinized his cool clothes, high-tech gadgets, and his branded materials.

Person A smiled and backed away. He didn't return.

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A boy who keeps irritating people confronted a self-centered boy.

SC Boy to I Boy:

"Hey you know what I did last summer or not?"
"I met a lot of girls yesterday sia. They all want me you know."
"Haha I got A1 for exams! HAHA. I got 1st in Class! HAHA noob."


I Boy to SC Boy:

"Eh shut up lah. You think your face very nice?"
"What the hell, why you're damn noisy one? Mouth got worms ah?"
"That's all you know. Study, study. You're the noob. Gay noob."


SC Boy to I Boy:
"Eh, I can't help it. That's my habitual nature."

I Boy to SC Boy:
"I can't help it too."

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Bull.
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Do you think it's better if only one individual change, and not the whole world around him?

Efficiency.

But sadly, these two boys don't listen.

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Some of us stayed up late at night to help ourselves realize what some of us are doing.
There is no need to appreciate or applause.

It's just for learning purposes. Not academic though.

If at any point of time you disagree with our words, the Tagboard is there for you.
And write gentlemanly, please.

I, too, sometimes, realize my negative character when I write a post.
So please, don't tell me I'm like a "Crab asking his friends to walk straight." xD

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There's too many dark clouds these days.
It's getting darker and darker, but soon, we'll see the rain.

Hopefully, the season is changing.