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I once hated the Sun when I was young.
It blazed my skin till my shirt was uncontrollably soaked with perspiration.
I hated it as it made me feel so uncomfortable.
This unloving glowing ball of gas is always the reason for the squints.

And the list goes on..

But little did I know then, it was indirectly supporting billions of lifeforms on this planet, both indirectly and directly. It was our essential source of energy, and a source of life. I sincerely regret hating the Sun for being up there during the day. How foolish of me to instantaneously hate something, without understanding its motive.

Now, I regret bearing the hatred of the Sun.

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At 6.44pm today, I was in school, in the PB room to be specific,
with Ziyad and Haafiz. And something.. creepy happened.

Want to know more?

Follow this instructions:

1. Attend the VS Student Leaders' Convention during the March Hols
   [A 3Days2Nights camp for the JLs and SLs]
   
   
   
2. Carry a charm or any kind of materials that can protect yourselves from
   the unwanted entities.
   
   

You'll experience something at the end of your journey.



This is serious business.

Dearly Beloved

Song Update.

Eedyiuts

What if one fine morning, you wake up and says hi to your mom, but she freaks
out as she has no freaking idea, who you are.

Then you go to school, enter your class, and everyone shoo-ed you off,
coz they don't know you.



TONS of other things can actually happen to us. But Earth's 'reality' doesn't
allow 'out of the world' surprises to happen.


What if one day, you browse through the album, and you realized that all
of your images are gone from the pictures, as though you didn't exist?

What if one day, you wake up at the age of 80, and then die a few seconds later?


These may seem random to you. But I do take it as a gift to be given this blessed phenomena - the way we are, the way we live, the way we understand and perform what we're supposed to do.

We are really fortunate people, y'know?

The Settings are as such.
We, humans, can't change it.
So we jollywell appreciate it already.



Oh, and I think I caught a glimpse of the invisible that few have seen, but not me. Not yet, at least, coz I only captured a small part of it.




Ps: You might think I'm a physco, but frankly, that's the way I deal with things.

One

My uncle decided to treat me a rod!
So yeah, had fun on my own.

Just one =( Well, better than nothing.
Partly because of the rainy weather.
They tend to hide in the warmer water deep down inside.


OH, and you know what?
While waiting for the bites from the 'big' rod, I played with the small
'rodless' line. After 5-6 palmed sized "Ikan Jepun [Japan Fish]", I caught
an EEL/WATER SNAKE. Then it vrrrooooooomed into a corner where there
were huge pieces of rocks. And then the hook got stuck, along with the creature.

At Last!

Gooood morning!

I'm off for fishing!

Presumptuous

"Those are just bullcraps coming out from his mouth, just watch."

So, you can read the future.


"Most boring speech ever."

So, you can make a better speech in his shoes than him.


"He's the devil's pet. He's the anti-christ."

"He's going to be the initiator of Earth's end at 2012."

"His speech is biased towards the non-whites."


Well, I don't blame them, as they don't have the privileges.
Divisions and separations over unity and peace?
And are they just covering their unfair and probably racist mindset
with adventurous words to show their predictions?

As what Mdm Kwok said:

"If aliens were to land on Earth, and, if they were to question, "who's your leader?"
You'll know who to point to."

It's different from fingers of accusation.



So, The world is going to end?
That's what most people say, when he began to step up as Earthlings' leader.

So, some has been listening to an ancient man's predictions
who had died centuries ago? That's why?


I've seen a comment on a website stating something similar to this:

They say, the year 1666, the world will end.
They also say, at 1896, everything will have similar effects of the Big Crunch.
Then, D-day was supposed to fall on the 1st day of the new millennium, Y2K.

And now, 2012?

With more than hundreds of detailed documentaries and strings of evidence that
encircled the globe, deciding for HUMANS, comparably powerless HUMANS,
the end date of our planet, our land, our lives.

I've experienced first-hand encounters with people giving up on their lives,
on their academics, crushing their hopes and future, and take the easy way out.

"Yes ah! No Uni for us! No NS also!" - a group of primary school kids.

"Study for what, the world is going to end soon," - a teenage online gamer.

And this is just the small start.


Imagine, if someone is to tell you that you're going to die 3 years later,
along with the exact timing and date. Will the experiences you've gathered
by living be worth it for your time here?

We are not built to know the future.

If we could, then why the 3 failures of supposed D-days?

If that ancient man could, why didn't he avoid his death?

21.12.2012

I'll be waiting for the 22nd, if I'm still here on Earth of course.


I'm never a non-believer. Nor am I believer in this.

Skies Above

I don't know about you.

But I sure know that every time I steal a glance of the outdoors through
any windows, before every journey, literally anywhere, at any time,

I'll adore the skies above, first.

Are there any precursors of an imminent thunderstorm?

Or is it just another phenomenal sunny day, with all the blissfulness,
gleaming down through the neat, crispy clouds?

Well, I don't know about you.

Some things are so humongegimeganous [sp?], and valuable to our lives,
yet some of us still fail to catch it in our hearts.

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Riddle aside, for your info, I love super dark-brown-orange sunsets.

You know, the ones which make the whole scenery like an old sepia photo?

But it seems that it has been on a vacation for a long time.

Can you see where this is going?

Degree in an Aussie university.

Business and Aero-Engineering.

Well brought-up individual.

2 years.
2 years of waiting.
Waiting for acceptance, for any job.

"Can you speak Mandarin"

"No."

Again.

And again.

And, again.

And now, he just got rejected from an SG International Aero-engineering,

Yeah, you guessed it. Mandarin.

And I thought that English is the global language?

Sooner or later, holding a degree, or even masters, will be the bare minimum requirement for any job. So how do we get filtered down during interviews?

It's useless for me to point down the answer.



So,

If that's the case, why isn't it compulsory for students to take that language?

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No intention to be racist or whatsoeva. Just frustrated by today's mindsets.

At Least.

Performing this song on stage.
It has always been my ultimate dream.

Any kind soul helping me to realize this dream of mine?

1-Guitarist.
1-Vocal.
1-Bass.
1-Drummer/Thambla-er.
1-Cha-cha shaker [green bean]

So I guess I'll be playing as the 2nd guitarist.

A maths weekend

Saturday; 2pm-7pm.
Sunday; 10am-6pm.

What a holiday homework.

Oh, and I love this weekend's weather.

Fair Play

As what Mr. Siow said,
What if some stranger approaches you, and insults your school?
What would you do?

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After a talk to prep us [mostly student leaders] for external validation for our school,
Some of the prefects and myself went to KFC for dinner.

Then there were this group of sec4 minahs giggling and gossiping abt
Victorians as bapoks.

Jackpot!

Mr. Siow juuuust trained us on what to say, like a few hours ago.
But luckily for them, they didn't dare to approach us and spit it onto our faces.

Scareddy-Cat.

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Later, after alighting from bus 15, I walked home. It was 9.30pm. Along the way, I walked through a bus-stop filled with 18-20 yrs old mats & minahs teens.

"Studying for O levels? HAHAHAHA!" In Malay.

I knew that was coming. xD

But these events are perfectly fine with me.

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My Dad loves to disturb this specific group of youths.

When we're walking behind these people,
He will go "EHHHHHHHHH, UUUHHHHHHHHH".
Attempting to sound as though he's calling them.
When THEY turn around, he talks to me.
And normally, there'll be a second time.

HAHAHA.

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Do you think the world is fair?
I think it is, in the big picture.

Mundane

Completed my work for tmrw.

My mum's using a new digimon in Digimon Rumble Arena 2!
FINALLY. After persuading her to do so.

She kept using Diablomon and its damn gay.
Its unique skill is to spin forever and ever, slapping any nearby AI digimons.



And I think I'm back to old Malay songs.

Missing Moments, Hidden Treasures

Situation in my current room?
Simple and clean.
Well on the exterior at least. [coz all the crap is in the cupboard xD]
Will take a pic of it soon.

My window on my left is wiiiiide open.
AHHHH freshh and cool air.
But I'm a lil' scared after watching exorcist a day ago.

And Quinn has this lightblue bag..
That has the brand "MUDD" on it.
So I suggested him to write "SIOL" Beside it.
Hahahaa. Classic.

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I've found something really really cool about myself.
I have this bad bad habit of sliding money into my bags, placing them
everywhere in my room. Especially those tiny coins.
Fine, not cool, but weird.

On Saturday and Sunday, I cleaned up my room, and found a reasonably
nice sum of money. HAHA. And today, while I was doing my Amaths homework,
I found a $5 note at the back of the book, somewhere in the answers pages.

With the amount collected, I think I'm able to cut my hair now.
And hang around in Changi once more.
No, not for the bapoks.
But for my lovely Bianca*.

*My imaginary friend. Haha. I'm going crazy, if you don't mind.

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Moral of the Story:

SAVE UP.

YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU'LL NEED IT.

XD

Week 0

Guess what? I didn't know that this week is officially called week 0.
Well, that's a good start.

2nd of Jan 09.

The last time for the Sec4s to experience the secondary-school-reopen-blues.
Everything seems to change as Mr Munir, aka Pathos, desperately trying to inject
the stress level that we should have for this year, in the first few FT periods.

Which is inarguably true. Our last year, or the last 'hurdle' or 'sprint' as they call it.
After 4 years of running and enduring, if we fail to give everything we've got at the end,
it all cascades down to zilch.

And that's bad.

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For me, I'm gona make my opening move by deleting my distractions.
No more online games for me. Next best solution?
Miniclips, crazymonkeygames!

Or my all-time fav PS2.

I don't know about you, but for me, an hour of game per day is a must.

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2009

2009..

Darn it.