To a great friend I always respect

Seeing. It takes more than just ur sense of sight.

I saw ur post. I was speechless.
I didn't know that you, a brave young human, can be so calm and
composed. You are the most optimistic person i've ever seen
in my entire life.

I swear.

The way you tell the story. It was not meant to show that you're the
typical emo type. Instead, u braved through the storm.

Effortlessly, with a clear goal ahead. You're aware of the current situation.
Thinking, abt ur actions.

But, trust me partner, a human who can share his life story just lyk u,
filled with hidden advices, is a caring and unselfish man. I promise u that.

And no. I'm not gona console u, or wadsoeva. Coz i know that u have stood up,
strong, long before I can tell u this.

Missing sum1 that is so close to you, that brought you up to a fine young gentlemen.
-You have a headstart.

Don't lose this race, as life is a linear race, filled with obstacles that can be
easily, crushed.

Every challenge is an opportunity for you to show that you're the best in
being a role model, for those who have not fully understand,
what is life.

I'm sure that you have heard these words before, sumwhere, sumtime.

But, sometimes, humans just need to be reminded in times of agony.
Hope u'll understand my sincere intention.

I see strength in u, partner.

Prefect day OuT!

4pm. Simei. We are going for the traditional, annual, Sec 4 Farewell "dinner".
EatZi. Quite ok ah. But there's only one DISH! lol. I din eat breakfast jz to keep
my stomach empty. -.-

Durin the "dinner", Hafidzhin was prank call-ed by one of Ziyad's friend.

Oh maaan. Wrong timing. The prank backfired to the gals themselves.
Every1 took turn to disturb the prank-er back. LoL. Return fire.
And there's abt 20 of us o.0

Went to Safra Tamp. Sum went to bowl, sum went to LAN. Me? LAN.
It's jz $1.50 per hr. Cool. They frst played Dota. Me? Maple. =.=
Got a Lama Staff for quinn. The next hour, every1 of us played CS.
Cool sia. Haha. No lag. LAN mah. =)

It was 8 by then. Wei Jie asked us to go to TM E-zone. Played racing, shooting,
racing kinda games. Then went home.

This is one of the best day of my life man.
[My frst time in LAN FYI]

Wat a Day.

Went cycling wif Mr Paid at East Coast Park. Wad a relaxing exercise man. ^.^
Then, his family belanja me dinner. As per normal, the shyshy boy
*erghm* was very de uncomfortable when he sat wif Aidil's parents and 2 sis.
lol. They're very very funny. Thnx Mr Paid.

And I went straight to my grandpa's house. This morning, he cried silently,
and asked "Where are the children?" -in malay.

My 89 yrs old grnpa said "children", coz he has 4goten his nephews names. When I reach there,
my 2 luvly Danish and Aliyah, 2 & 1 yrs old resp, was playing ard, as usual. My grandpa saw me,
and I knew he cried. I knew he did. It's my fault anyway. I'm the closest to him, and I barely
show my face. Busy? Nah. Its My fault. Cant deny it.

Haiii...

He will always be in my prayers, so tt he cn see some long lost.. nvm.

Okie! Ta da Bright side! I received a few bucks!

HappyHappy.

Doubtful

A few more days. Just a few more days before the Sec 3 Victoria School
Prefects take control of the VSPB. I initially thought tt it's gona be as
easy or kinda normal as ever. But I was wrong. There's a lot of stuffs to do,
and every single burden will be bestowed on our hands and shoulders.

Responsibility.


Typical Students : "LOL. Who cares."


Yeah, lol. Making fun of the whole PB, jz to cover up their daily stupid mistakes
tt nvr fails to irritate us.

[Some la, nt every1]


Anddddd... I still have the spectrum magazine [a VS science magazine] to do.
No, not me, we.

We: Damien, Aidil, Azmi, Yi Qi, Ziyad, Quinn.

We definitely nd more manpower here.
Any kind Victorian wanna help us out here?
Pls inform me ASAP. We'll appreciate it, greatly.

The End...

The end of semester 1!!
And i screwed everysinglething Up.

But, dn wry, coz i'll buck myself up for sure. Conributing in wadeva ways i can.

ANd.... The HP for 08/09 is Haafiz!

Full Name: Haafiz Obama

LOL. K, seriously, he's speech was a killer blow man. It's the most unique
onceinalifetime speech I've ever heard in my life. That was an amazing speech.

Following that, the 1st Deputy Head is none other than the
allroundersuprememostrespectableguy, Ziyad. He'll bring the
school to a higher standard, i can assure u that.

And not forgetting... 2nd Deputy Head : Andres!
Becoming the in charge of external school affairs [rite?]
I'm sure he'll do well. [gals magnet =P]

And phew. I seriously have a lot of things in my hand now.
But luckily, I'm not depressed or stressed out by them, yet.

Say hi to the June Hols. Coz he's the one tt's gona brighten up your Sec 3 life.


p/s: To those ppl who approached me and asked if I'm ok or wadeva.
Hello Dude! I'm ok, seriously. But it's just that a lot of things are running in my
mind now la. So yeah. And I'm as normal as ever man. Changeless. =)

Reds

Yeah babey.

Disappointed?

Today was Hell.
Not exactly, coz Hell is, much much worse.

Got back my results, expected.
Saw sum 50s. Wads Up wif u man Azmi?

*I've bn slacking. Yeah, honestly*

Then phuking buck up lar shee-bye.

Anw, the only highlight was when i gt erm
A* for my EM. Thats all.

And oh yearh. AEP. Got one of the top.
{the sleepless nights paid off}
was realli satisfied wif my painting i ges.
later i upload k.

Erm, heard that the members got themselves the
freakiest moment of their lives.
Tuu lah. Maghrib, Maghrib masih pat pantai lagi.
IOW, they shudnt be out at 7++pm.


Haiz, was really very sad. I'm nt afraid of the scoldings or wadeva.
Im juz disappointed. Disappointed that I can't make my family proud.

*Zzz. Im a loser la*

No, no ur phuking not u shee-bye. Theres lyk 42'500'000 more secs
till ur O lvls. So be phuking prepared u phuking phuk.

VSPB! :)

Juz came back frm a prefect meeting in school.
Its abt the Head Prefect Elections (HPE).
Briefing, blablabla - Abt the intakes of Sec1 and 2 Prefects too.

The HP Nominees are :

Andres
Endy
Haafiz
Hafidzhin
Ziyad


And I think the obvious HP is *coughziyadcough*

And wad are prefect meetings wifout a game of soccer?
So yeah, we played soccer. And I got an external competition this Sat.
Needa pay $7. Hope we can clinch the top position.
It has been quite a while since I last touch a soccer ball.

And.... The prefects hu played soccer saw *erghmsum1erghm* wif
a girl at PP. [Azmi is such a nice boi and he wont mention the name ok? ;p]

Oook. Er wad to say nex? Erm...
Ohyahohyah!

Jz now, when I was solating [praying], My room door
opened by itself [I closed it b4 I prayed]. There's this turning
of the knob thing. I tot it was my mom, but no one came in.
And after I prayed, I realised that my mom was actually sleeping.

Zzz.

Guess sum1 or sumting wanna join me wif my prayers?

*be optimistic azmi*

Yeah.

Ok i wana zao. Do my Malay Karangan.

Zzz. Ok. Bb..

LOL

LOL.

1 more to go

Haha. I juz woke up. Damn tired sia.

Ystd, slept from 11.30 to 1.30. Woke up n chiong the boards till 5.30.
Aidil's parents tompang me to schl. Did the painting..

Yay. I'm satisfied wif my work xD

And today.. I slept from 2 to 6. Wah.. 0.o
First time this year I sleep in the afternoon. Coz,
I seriously hate to sleep during daytime. It's juz a waste of time, IMO.

Okok. Bb

-=FOcUS$s=-

Ola. Changed song again. Pls listen to them if you have the time.

Oh great, I'm still doing AEP wif Aidil. MSN-ing.

I can't concentrate. I seriously don't know why. Maybe it's a punishment for me.
Is it a sign?

Azmi. U wan me to slap ur face?

Woops. Sry.

And here.. the first development board.



ZzZ. I can sense that I'm gonna sleep at 2 am 2day. Yay! xD
Tata.

Punishment

Punishment. Agony. Lesson learnt, the hard way.

Geog paper, finished 20mins before time. Scanned my classroom :
Ppl writing lyk crazy. I'm the only one, the only one that thinks I've aced that paper
coz I studied lyk crazy last nite. Oh.. How wrong am I.

"pens down".

Ppl still writing. I wondered why. Coz there's a section where u only nd to do
one question, I looked at the other qn, q3, which i didn't do. It's abt rivers.
And, I looked at the page before qn3.

It states Qn 2b)i) [4]
ii) [8]

I didn't breathe. I didn't move. Coz I didn't know what to do.
I prayed. Prayed that I wont cry in class.

The paper is 30 marks. Oh yeah. I'm gonna fail.
Azmi's gona fail his fav and top subject.

This is the punishment. The punishment that I must receive.
I've done so many mistakes, maybe some of them I'm not aware of.
To whoever who's reading this, pls, I seek forgiveness from all of you.
I know I have done something wrong, and this is my punishment.

I'm willing to accept it.

But, pls, let me restart again. Ty.

Luckily, It's just the mid-years. It's not the final year, It's not
the 'O's. I'm very lucky to receive this early "wake-up" call
so that I'll remember not to do it again. I've learnt my mistakes.
I'll not do it again.



After the paper, I head towards the 55 bus-stop and met a few of my friends.
Oh Azmi, what a good actor u are. Pretending to laugh abt ur fatal mistake when
u shared ur story wif ur frens.

Father called. Asked me some stuffs. And I nd to go to the extreme east of Singapore.

Met a guy who have brought back sense into me, indirectly. It has been quite a while.
Promised something. - I must fulfill it.


Went to the Changi Village to buy the famous Nasi Ayam Penyet. Stoned.
The voices of the sea and wind made me recall the nostalgic days.
During my early days, ard 3-6 years old. I often roam around Changi wif my uncle and
my cousins. Just a simple stroll along the beach, munching on crackers, enjoying the scenery. The sea. The wind. The trees. They are all so different now. Leaving me
behind, pondering abt my past.

And I guess I should move on. Coz there's no use digging up the past coz Time
Machines are not and will not gona be build.

Azmi, don't be so emo will you?

Huh? Oh sry. It's just me when I'm lyk this. Sry.
Ok where am I? I don't know. Guess I should stop here. So guys,
pls don't be lyk me ok? If you have idolised me, u have made a ghastly error.
I'm just a worthless being. A soul who couldn't find his right path.

Red Devils!

Yeahhhhh! Altho its 3 more mins to the end of match for MAN UTD,
I can say that they are the champions! [going to be]

Congratz!

Thnx Ronaldo, thnx Giggs.

Yeah, giggs rox. My Idol dude.

"Ryan Giggs, Ryan Giggs running down the wing!" - Fans of ManU at JJM



Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They have officialy won! WOooooo
[I type so slow o.0]

To all non-ManU fans out there, don worry, ur team played well, juz that
they need sum luck and teamwork =p. And ty alex.

Gd Nite.

PhewwW

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

Ystd, I encountered some prob wif google. It says that I can't access any google
webpage coz my IP got sum prob. And there's a possibility of a virus or spyware.
And i culdn't go to ppl's blog too.

LOL.

But i fixed it =) Thnx AVG and Spybot!


Moral of the story: Download AVG and Spybot.

Finally!

Yes! Finally! I had sum rest. Oh wad a beautiful and peaceful day 2day.
Not too sunny, not too cloudy. Syiiok arh.

Which reminds me of my fishing days. Im continuing that hobby of mine
next week, after MYE. Maybe I'm gg Indonesia lol. At Moro, my great grandpa's
initial homeland. Coz my dad is setting up a fishing business there.
Alhamdulillah. At least there will be sum rezeki for my family.

I spent my whole day playing lol. 11 hours, Yes. Wooooooo!
[Rookies, pls don't try this at home. Don't follow this screwed up boy.]

Stress gone, a bit.
Haiz, haiz, haiz, 2mrw must do the AEP boards, and study for geog and
physics ler. Leceh arh.

And here.. Something to share wif all of u. If u
can depict this scene correctly, u truly understand
me! Hahas.

-Lame.

And it's complicated dude. It's not
abt love btw. It's abt trust, betrayal,
fooling wif ppl, etc. And, I'm as deep as
the underwater volcanoes at
the Bermuda Triangle xD .Gd luck!

-Lame

A maths =(

A Maths. Screwed. Donnoe how to do 3 qn. i think 16 marks gone d out of 100.

Yeahh. Screwed. It's a bad and demoralizing word for me. And,
If I've recalled properly, this is my first time using the word screwed
for exams. Means, its seriously, screwed.

But only for me though.

People were confidently announcing that the paper was easy.
I just smiled. It's the truth i guess.

My weaknesses. I should improve on them.

Mark my words, this June hols.. My cupboard will be filled with notes and
exercises. =/


Oooooooooook. Back to the bright side.
omg. Im damn tired. My brain can't think properly rite now. I've been trying
to catch sum sleep juz now. But I couldn't lol. Donnoe y. A lot of things r bugging me.

Oh yearh, I realized that ppl are changing. [durh]
Sum ppl have followed the lighted path. It can be clearly seen. And.. Im really
proud of them. 0.o

But.

There are also other ppl drifting away. What should I do? Remind them?
They will think that I'm just a broken sound recorder. Coz they are not so close to
me too. LOL.

Nvm. Let them taste the bitterness of being on the EVIL* side, and hopefully they will learn their
lessons.

So guys and gals. Pls, choose the correct type of friends wud' ya? Ty.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Sian. B.

*E very
V illain
I s
L emon

quoted from spongebob.

Chem over

Phew. And this is the frst time i'm scared for chem. Coz i've missed so many chem lessons.
And i donnoe sum stuffs.

But...

I think I did ok. I hope so.

Now, Im really scared for my english.
If I fail again.. For any reasons I fail again, I seriously donnoe wad to do wif myself.
Yearh, I tried my best, but.. Nvm. The results are not out yet.

Shhh azmi.


Kk.. Im feeling very dizzy now. Stupid chem paper. lol. Wana sleep then revise AM.

Tata.

?

I donnoe wad to do now lol.

Erm, basically I'm studying wif Aidil at my house now lol.
Exams? I donnoe if i did well or not. Seeing my other frens hu mug lyk
crazy, I'm a lil bit intimidated.

anw.. herm wad to do ar? Seriously?

Ohohohoh. I noe. Hw bout this..



There was this case in a hospital's intensive care ward where patients always died in the same bed and always on Friday mornings, regardless of their medical conditions.

This puzzled the doctors and some even thought that it had to do with the supernatural. So the doctors decided to go down to that particular ward to investigate the cause.

Come Friday morning, everyone at the hospital ward nervously waited for the terrible phenomenon to occur again. Some held wooden crosses, prayer books and other holy objects to ward off evil....

As the time approached, their hearts began beating anxiously, and with every beat of the clock, everyone held their breath........ .... Then Ah Soh, the part-time Friday cleaner, came into the room and unplugged the life support system so that she could use the vacuum cleaner.


Lame.

BB.

Im bored

Take a look at this vid of an amazing song. Ty.
If u think it's lame, just stop listening to it. Ty, again.

Confused

EL p2 and EM were ok 2day.
I really hope that I can get good grades for my MYE, especially for EL.

Haiz.

And, wanna noe abt my EL compre passage? It's abt computer addiction.

Ahhh.. Amek kau azmi.

And I after the test, I thought to myself. Am I addicted? Is addiction always bad?
Hmmm.. This can be debated.

Addiction, sumting that distracts u from other relevant stuffs [usually]
Lets say.. Online games. U can be addicted to it and u wont do ur homework.
The generic consequence? Bad grades. Isit always true? I dn think so. Maybe.

But, what if you are addicted when you got nothing to do? I mean, lets say.. June hols?
Is that good or bad? Coz, for me, i donnoe wad to do durin june hols, except to play games.
Coz im not the type of outdoor person. And wad if u get addicted to sumting that makes u view life in a positive way? Sumting that u will treasure and remember?

LOLOL. stop it Azmi. Ur beating around the bush.

In short, games have their own good and bad sides. It's how u play the game.

If I'm wrong, plssssplsss clarify this matter to me.


Hmm okok.. I gtg now. kkbb.

Ps2? PC games? Bio textbook? Which one azmi?


Azmi: All 3.

Nitroz

Lololololol. Hahahahhaha.

Okay. Thats it.

I dont know if Im sad or happy. A lot of things are going inside my head now.

*Initiating self-destruct*

100...99...98...97...

B4 I die, pls listen to my blog's songs, maybe u can seriously understand me better lol.

Seriously.

89...88...

Ok.. Bye. I nd sum distractions.

Mundanity

Wakao. It has been quite a while.

Miss this blog. Apparently I'm gona start blogging. Not now, maybe after my MYE.

And.. 2mrw's English. Haiz. Thinking abt it makes me feel lyk hugging myself.

o.0

I'm scared. Afraid. Daunted. Can I make it?

Ooooh... u guys donnoe how big this thing is to me.

Harh. God, help me. Give me sum guidance durin the exams 2mrw. Amin.


Oh yearh, spare sum time thinking abt wad I'm gona say next.

Joy isn't Peace. I learnt that you can only have one of that at any point of time. Oh
wells, maybe it's just me. Right Saufi? Ah nvm, wad are the odds of my frens reading my blog.
I feel so left out sumtimes. Nvm. This is the price I've to pay. Maybe you guys shud think of wad ur doing next time. Don venture to far out in the lone emptiness and can't return coz there's no distinct route back. It's best to stay and play safe. The further u go, the harder it is to return. Ppl are changing nowadays. I'm just here to remind them, and maybe myself. --Thats my advice.

Oh hahahaha. I think I'm used to be alone by myself.

There I go again. Sorreey.

Stopstop. Ohhk. Erm, 1 more thing. Just listen to my new songs can? Tx.

Have fun.